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_ i got this,im truly fine i think now i know who i am a little_IU
Sitting down on the cold stair of their agency the two members faced each other ,as the oldest looked throughout her soul while she only gave an innocent smile . "Yoona are you okay" keeping eye contact yoongi spoke out "w-what do you mean i'm fine " turning him off she replied back ,but the oldest didn't get feed by her response,he can see how much her energetic side changed ,how more she practiced ,he was good at noticing details indeed so it wasn't hard for him to notice the huge change ,he was afraid for her. "Yoona" said he with a more threatening voice but still soft he couldn't go harsh on his female maknae "oppa do i seem fine to you ?or do you think I'll be okay after what pd-nim told us hmm" yoona spoke out her thoughts this time ,she honestly thought he was joking around ,how can he think she was okay after her not making it to the debut group ,that was her dream ,the dream that made her turn the people she cared about down ,the one who she gave up many other things for ,only to realize her sacrifices went in vain? But again Yoongi wasn't dumb nor that careless he needed her to tell him ,he needed to assure her that he can be and will be always be there for her ,he wanted her to know that she could relay on him always at any time ,he felt protective over her that sometimes it confused him a lot ,maybe he felt the need to ,or the fact that she was a young girl fighting alone in this harsh world ,but he didn't care about the reason anymore ,he must protect her. "Yoona i know ,and i understand you ,but don't worry we'll make it you are a part of us now and we would never leave you behind" this time he held her hand softly patting her head.
TIME SKIP: At the dorms 11:09 pm : The two members finally got home after spending more than 3 hours outside ,they weren't just talking ,they got a lot of fun ,they went to an karaoke sang there hearts out ,cried with the sad songs ,and probably beat every rap record ,and after finally singing every song they knew they decided to go back to the lovely dorm ,of course it was late and due to the tiring practice they assumed that the other members were asleep which they were right about except one member,it's pretty obvious who it is "YAH DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS" he whispered~yelled not wanting to disturb the other members but in fact he did scar the ones in front of him "but you said its okay to go out only if we came before midnight and its not even 12:00 am" yoona said calmly ,jin seemed to be taken by he stared at them up and down he didn't know what to say cause for once they were right and he was wrong he just mumbled a small "goodnight " and went to the room he shared with namjoon "um that was ... great" yoongi said "ikr but anyway its late we should go to sleep btw thank you for today it was fun " the young girl said before going to her room yoongi stared at her until he couldn't anymore "what are you doing to me i don't know myself anymore "
she held for too long , she isn't used to it , she can't keep them close , she wants to but she can't she was too scared too held out she was a coward that's what she always was and what she'll always remain she can't do enough for the people that cared for her and because of that she lost too many precious people she treasured and she buried all her emotions and feelings with them ,they were long go but she wasn't , instead she was like a book everything that was once wrote there will never be forgetting even if it got erased she will and for sure remember it till the day that books burns with all its memories but she was sure that book won't be burned anytime soon .
that night she dreamed of him again , she brought all the memories back all the pain she felt back then ,it was if she lived all that again ,the strange thing is that she was glad she felt the same pain like she felt long ago the only diffrence was that back then she felt it with him but now that feeling that hurt her soul satisfied her heart she felt familiar to it, it brought her closer to him she liked it ,she liked everything that made her remember him even the strangest things .
she was the best example of happy smiles but the darkest soul full of hurtful pains and memories she didn't harm anyone yet got harmed she doesn't understand anything she wondered if she will be ever able to understand ,her story was complicated very complicated to be specific she was living in a maze a maze of memories a maze of feelings a maze of life.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hey guys its me after so long thank you reading my story im not even sure if its worth reading but thank you for appreciating my efforts and i will make sure to start posting regularly thank so much once again love youuu
