"𝖡𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗇𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗉𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀"
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"Alright don't get too nervous yoona you got this , remember all the hardships you went through just for this , give it your all and leave no regrets" the female maknae stood tall and still in front of the company's bathroom mirror renting words to cheer her self up , being nervous on a day like this was an understanding.after checking herself on the mirror one last time she exited and went straight to the familiar practice room only to find pd-nim there with his team "should we start right off if you're ready yoona ?" as soon as she entered he spoke those words out ,i mean there was no purpose of waiting right? so she nodded "i would like to start off with the choreography that i prepared"
"i'm sure you did great" as soon as the girl came back from the company to their shared dorm she met with jungkook and as soon as their eyes met he spilled those comforting words , yoona only smiled at this cute gesture and slowly nodded "yes kookie i did great" yoona admitting her hard work was a once in a life thing probably never gonna be heard again ,yes she was a hard working person , never missing her morning and night practices , she was an ace , good at raping ,singing ,dancing and even producing ,but she believed that barging about what you've archived would only slow you down ,but now that she spoke those words she felt kinda proud ,in that moment when she stood in front of the pd-nim ,she remembered from where she started till where she completed ,but it was still early for her to feel the gap between her old self and her self that she wanted to be ,her dream felt big and hard in which she needed to complete many small dreams to get to the biggest one .
soon enough the other boys arrived to the dorms calling for yoona and as soon as she stood by them they fired her with questions "calm down guys let's sit first then i'll hear you out" they all obeyed her and sat down not forgetting to call the maknae "you would never expect what yoona said earlier" eyeing her they all wait for jungkook to continue "she admitted that she did great" he voiced out while getting shocked by his own words once again "yes i did, the reason behind it is simply because i did my best so i'm happy with myself no matter what" looking up to see there eyes as if they spoke to her ,their eyes spoke happiness , they were proud of her,she was opening up and going a bit easy on herself ,there was a comfortable silence between them , just sharing the same feelings , admiring each other , in the end they were inseparable , they built such a strong bond within them, they could easily understand each other ,just like siblings.
as for yoona they were her missing piece ,they completed her ,the caring people she needed in hard ship , the people who stick to you no matter what , the ones who could do anything for your sake , they were the 7 boys for her ,she needed them as much as they need her ,and for once she laughed genuinely .
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"yoona i'm sorry" caressing her hair gently he said , not daring to look at her "haneul why are apologizing for?" she said looking at his eyes , confuse written on her features ,as if she was seeking answers " i'm just sorry things have to be this way" this time his shacking eyes looked up admiring her face , it was such a pleasing scene for him ,he wished to never avert his eyes from her "don't be it's okay i'm used to it " she paused gripping on his hand that was already drawing circles on her palm "plus your presence already healed my wound , you by my side is all i ask for" she looked at him smiling lovingly , as for him he could not at least not as genuine as hers.At that time hea didn't get why was he sorry for but now she did , she understood what he meant far for her liking , how she wished for him to never apologize at least if he didn't she would have a reason to hate him .
yoona was used to this after all ,those kind of dreams were a must by now ,but even if she gained consciousness she kept her eyes shut , in fear of letting her guard down , afraid of letting her tears drip for him the one who left her
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it's been so long guys and i'm finally back with this chapter , i hope you won't find it boring , love you all , and thank you for reading my book , i appreciate it .