Love Me In Pieces

all i am

Every time a person stares at me I feel like their looking for my flaws.

Can they see how broken I am?

Do they see all my scars?

I get anxious just from quick glances

Worrying I'm not enough.

I just wish someone would give me a chance to show I deserve their love.

I stutter with every sentence

Worried I'll say something wrong.

I say sorry with no resistance 

Scared if I mess up they'll all be gone.

I feel my only attributes are what is wrong with me.

Are these my names now? 

Am I just walking ADHD?

I don't like talking because when I speak I make mistakes.

My mouths sometimes move too fast and I go out of my designated place.