I felt him lurking around me waiting, and waiting for my next move. I never understood why he acted this way towards me, is it something I did wrong, something I said? I've tried to leave him but I love him too much to just let him go. He hurts me in the heart and in the bones. One night Hans came home from the bar with his friends and they all ganged up on me forcing me into doing things: Things I didn't want to do!
But today was the worst day with Hans, today was the day he wanted to kill me. I don't really understand why I tried to stop him, I mean my life already sucks anyways. He's waiting for me to come back into the kitchen so he can rape and kill me. I don't love him anymore, he's never loved me. Maybe it was my fault maybe he was upset that I reminded him it was our anniversary. I don't know.
I need a hero, which is entirely impossible. I've lost all my friends, they simply cannot deal with seeing me go back with him consecutively. They don't care about me anymore. Elsa has gone up the mountain once again. My life sucks.
