HAVEN

Chapter 7

-Present-

I dazed at the room's ceiling thinking about all my fucked up memories and how much they scarred me, I have been up since 5 in the morning , tears soon started to make their way down my cheeks and sniffles could be heard. 

"Stop Haven, don't do this to yourself," but I couldn't. He hurt me and nobody was there for me, nobody  found out about and I was planning on keeping it that way. 

"ple...please leave me alone" I pleaded as I walked into my room

"Come on princess, don't be scared. I have another present for you." He walked in and shut the door.

"Now... Haven don't cry" I haven't even noticed the tears rolling down my cheeks and I sniffled scooting further away from him. "Come closer" he continued and I shook my head gesturing a no. I was scared, no I was terrified. 

"daddy stop" I whispered as he slammed my back into the wall and reached for the hem of my birthday dress. I looked at him with wide eyes as he slid my panties down my legs. 

"Wh..what are you doin_

"Shhh.. " He started rubbing between my thighs and My body shook of fear. He pushed his finger inside of me and I wailed in pain.

"Daddy no! Stop, please! I'm so..sorry, it hurts"  I screamed and he slammed my mouth shut. I cried in pain every time he pumped in and out, but he was making noises of pleasure. He soon let go of me and my body crumbled to the floor and I sobbed onto the carpet. what did he do to me?

"It's ok princess," he stroked my hair, "now... we need to keep this a secret just between the two of us, ok?" he asked but my body was shaking too furiously for me to answer. "If you tell anyone, I am going to have to go away and your dad would come back and take my place." He continued and gripped my shoulder making my body face him, he stared straight into my eyes as my bottom lip trembled in fear and my chest heaved rapidly.

"He will hurt your mom and Liam just like he use to, do you want that?" he asked stroking my soaked cheeks. 

A knock on the door interrupted my train of memories and I sat straighter on the mattress.

"Can I come in?" Liam's head peeked through the opening and I nodded smiling.

"Good morning! Haven are yo_" I broke into tears and he hurriedly made his way to the bed and enveloped me in a hug. " 

" shhh, what's wrong? Did you take your pills?" he asked in a rush while trying to rub soothing circles on my back but I offered no answer. The memories alway hit me hard, the pills would usually help but times like these were more than often.

A few minutes later, my body started to relax and I snuggled closer to Liam.

"What's wrong Ven?" He asked, eyes full of sympathy and sadness.

I looked into his dull eyes as he stared back. I'm already hurting him, I could never tell him, He looked up to Tim and simply loved him. Tim raised him when his own father left and I shouldn't throw my problems at him, he didn't deserve it, only I did.

"I'm fine. I am just having a bad morning, I will be fine once I take my pills," I reassured. He didn't respond just stared into my eyes.

"Liam seriously! get off,I am fine, I only have two days in California and I don't plan spending them snuggling your stinky ass" I joked and he rolled his eyes.

"Ok," he smiled "Haven, if you need anything ..I am here." he continued with worry still in his eyes and my heart ached but I grinned in return and flipped him off trying to lighten his mood.

"You're so obnoxious." He mumbled making his way out of the room for me to get dressed.