HAVEN

Chapter 21

"You're going to regret it !" Louis warned as he took another sip of his tea, eying me, I rolled my eyes and munched silently on the piece of toast in my hand.

"aren't you going to say something?" he scolded and I stopped chewing and glared at him. This is not my fault.

"Haven!" he yelled looking frustrated.

"What?! What the hell am I suppose to say? He picked her over me and I'm just going along with it !" I seethed, dropping my toast, covering my face to hide the coming and all too familiar tears. Silence took over the small space, my small whimpers being the only thing that could be heard.

Louis shuffled his body closer to me and grasped my hands, pushing them away from my face, he was now squatting in front of the chair where I was sitting. I looked at him with hooded eyes, not being able to hold eye contact knowing I would burst into tears.

"He's sorry" he whispered and I nodded but looked away, biting onto my nails. A habit that I tend to do while nervous.

"He loves you so much, You know that" Louis hugged my waist, burying his face onto my sweater and mumbled something I couldn't make out and then pinched my side and looked up smiling, I gave him a confused look and he flicked my nose.

"DO YOU WANT TO GO SHOPPING" Louis yelled teasingly, still on his knees hugging my waist.

"No"

"Come on! You dress like a hobo, today is a great day to change that" He said sternly but singsonged the last part and I scowled. I do not.

"I dress like a normal 23-year-old" I defended

"More like a 17-year-old boy during puberty, I mean, who wears sweat pants to dinner?" he joked and I let out a giggle. I do dress like a hobo.

" I'm short on money so maybe another time," I said, brushing off a whining Louis and heading for the kitchen to place the dirty plates.

After I finished washing the used dishes, I went back to the living room to find Lous sprawled on the floor, not moving.

"Louis?" I walked to him hastily and it shocked me when he didn't reply with a witty answer but instead lied limb on the floor. I stood by his unmoving body and kicked his foot gently.

"Lou, seriously get the fuck up. This is not funny" I grinned nervously. Nothing.

Suddenly he grabbed my foot and pulled me down to the wooden floor. I yelped as my butt smacked to the hard surface,  he  chuckled loudly.

"Louis, that's going to bruise!" I yelled rubbing my lower back. He clenched his stomach as he rolled on the floor, laughing. He looked like a rabies infected hyena.

"You're so annoying, I could have broken my back or something" I scolded but couldn't maintain my scowl as I looked at the still rolling Louis, panting for breath.

"your face" he panted as he pointed at me, lying on his stomach.

"Yeah." I grinned and threw a pillow at him. That took him by surprise because he let out a high-pitched wail as it smacked into his face.

"My money maker" He yelled dramatically and tackled me, I burst out laughing as I layed on my back, him topping me.

"You're so heavy!" I groaned and tried to shove him away. He cackled and pinned my arms. Memories flashed through my head and my body shuddered. 

"Louis" I grinned and tried to push him off.

"Not going to happen" he laughed, kissed my forehead hurriedly and then went back to his position.

"Lou get off!" I yelled squirming under his body, his face changed from playful to concerned.

"Get off!" I cried loudly, tears rolling down my face and face flushed of pure terror,  he moved  in a hurry, backing away and almost tripping in the process.

"I'm sorry, I was just messing around" He rushed still surprised by my outburst. I hugged my knees tight to my chest as I weeped. 

*flashback*

"It's a magic carpet ride, every door will open wide!" I sang as I layed flat on my stomach by the Tv. watching Sesame street. My favorite show. I rocked my feet to the rhythm and chewed on a piece of gum, eyes gleaming with joy.

"...what a beautiful_"" I was interrupted when a heavy weight layed on top of me. I stopped singing, staring straight ahead as my heart pounded furiously in my chest. I was suffocating.

"Keep on singing, I like your voice" He whispered in my ear, his hot breath making my stomach churn in horror. I shook my head a no and he let a frustrated sigh.

"come on princess, sing for me" he pressed his body harder onto me and I yelped at the contact.

"get off of me please!" I screamed and tried to crawl out from under him. He grabbed my hair harshly and twisted me around to face him. I closed my eyes in terror and held my breath as he caressed my cheek

"Sing. For. Me" He demanded still touching my flushed, tear soaked cheeks and I let out a desperate cry as my body shuddered.

"Sing!" he yelled and pinned my arm harshly. 

"Ok! please just don't hurt me" I yelled as loud "D..Don..don't hurt me" I cried, tears rolling down my face.

I opened my dry mouth slightly, eyes shut closed, his breath fanned my face and the same sickening feeling took over, I whimpered as he squeezed my arm a little tighter showing his impatience.

"...To happy people like you" I sobbed and opened my eyes to face his smiling, pleased face.

*end of flashback*

"Haven, I am so sorry, please look at me" Louis mumbled, stroking my hair in an attempt of calming me down.

"No" I sobbed as I hugged my knees tighter to my chest. "Pl..please leave," I whimpered. Ignoring my pleas, he moved closer and engulfed me in a hug. I flinched but soon relaxed as the familiar scent of Louis surrounded me.

"You're okay" he hugged me tighter, his chin balanced on top of my head as he rubbed my shoulder soothingly, I nodded and turned around, returning the hug. I cradled my body to his as I placed my body on top of his lap, hugging his neck with both of my arms, I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck.

"I love you Lou" I mumbled into his neck, he sighed and pulled me closer.

"I love you Haven"  he replied kissing my hair.

(A/N: HELLO! here is a new chapter! I really hope you enjoyed it, don't forget to vote and comment and thank you for reading!! much love xoxo)