Stronger

Stronger-Mum I love you

Since that I dident know how to face school. You know what caused confusion? The fact that Kyle was a traitor did not bother me. I guess I saw it coming. But the look on Carl's face when he saw me with mascara running all over my face and in a right state. For some reason I dident want Carl to hate me or to think I was one of the sluts who cant get her life right. Let me get this straight.. I cared what Carl Parker,guy whos pissed me of for years.. thought. I had a rant at myself. You are so unbelievable! One guy has already betrayed you,you want more? It was the school holidays in two days so the point of going to school was a no no. I was slightly stunned that my mum,the strict person who cares about my education too much was letting me stay of. So much is happening in my social life but I cant help but notice the changes in my mother either. She is a new person today. She never did get over dad or his death but she learnt to live with it. You know why? So I could have a normal childhood and life. Heres my mum living for me and there I am making out with some guy who never respected me anyway and probably falling for his half brother. Wait did I just say that? Could me Darcy King possibly be falling for my bestfriends crush and would be boyfriend? Ugh,I am such a filthy moron.  I get up from bed and rinse my hair. I go downstairs and greet my mother with a cheery smile. "Hi mom!" "Wow your up today,whats the occasion?" 

"Nothing,you want some help cooking lunch mom? I mean I dont mind.." She looked at me in suprise and looked to startled for words. To be fair..it had been ages since I treated my mum right. I took out my fathers death on her and it wasent right. She was the victimn so why did I treat her like the culprit? "Sure..I mean if your well enough..that would be wonderful. I was wondering if you would like to come up to Las Vegas with me on the weekend. I feel its time we all need a break and I owe it to you." I nodded happily and started chopping the potatoes. I felt guilty as heck...it was difficult already for my mum to provide for our family of two let alone a trip to Vegas. One thing was for sure. I needed to change my ways and make everything better. It was time for me to sort out my feelings and tell someone that I want them in my life. Just how.. yeh wasent sure on that bit...