i slept | jaeyong

are we real?

I find myself cuddling up to this warm blanket with Azi tonight. I could tell we missed each other by our embraces. "Oh, to be embraced by Mr. Jung," says the love of my life. my baby cracked a joke. as a result, I hugged her even tighter. "Did I make an impression on you? Did you miss me? What were you doing while I was sleeping there?" she remained still, as if she was considering something.

i find myself cuddling up to a warm blanket with taeyong tonight. his hair messed up but still looking good. "oh, to be embraced by mr. jung." says him that caused me to hug him even tighter. and felt thr urge to talk, "did you miss me when i was asleep? what were you doing while i was sleeping there?" he remained still, as if she was thinking something.

"At first, mahirap siyempre. I'm missing your deep voice, as well as your singing voice. as well as your dimples when you're laughing. also, the puffy lips. Despite finding it difficult to agree that you would remain bedridden, I moved on. While waiting for the love of my life to wake up, I moved on. I'd been missing you."

"at first, i couldn't accept what happened to you. i thought that i should've been the one who's lying there, not you. it was my fault, after all. but i know that you don't want me to think of those kind of things. so, i chose to be missing you every night. i've missed your deep voice, especially your singing voice. as well as your cutie dimples that's showing when you're laughing, and also your puffy lips. despite finding it difficult to agree that you would remain bedridded, and worse, you're not awake, i painfully accepted it."

i didn't expect taeyong to say all of that. 'it was my fault, after all.' what does he mean? but to think of it, if only you knew how much i missed you. i've missed you to death.  and as much as i want to enjoy our situation right now, i couldn't stop thinking how i ended up here.

every time i'd recall the moment we broke up, all of i could think is the moment of me waking up on that bed, plus the fact that i don't remember us having an accident, or did we really?

but, if this is a dream,
i'd chose not to wake up. what are they going to lose, after all?

but i'm pretty sure that this isn't real.
we aren't real. but for us, i'll figure it out.

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but for now, i'll just focus on taeyong, on lee taeyong only. i will fix the things that need to be fixed. i smiled to him, "you missed me that much, huh?" i don't know how to express my love to him right now. hence, i put my lips above his. i could feel him smiling. oh, god.

"i love you, jaehyun." he said while i'm looking at his dark brown eyes, hair disheveled, and his gorgeous face. "i love you too, my lee taeyong."

short chapter >< i don't know what to add heree. any suggestions? lol a writer asking her readers to suggest any scenes smh BUT IT'S OKAY FOR YOU, RIGHT???

and to my readers, if i have lol, what do you think happened to jaehyun that made him think that they're unreal?