That Guy on TV

Happiness

~Mark~

---New Message---

Hi Jess,

It's always been practice and performances here and there but thanks to technology I get to see you and hear you when time permits it. Just watched your "I'll Be Home for Christmas" video with Shawn and it was wicked! The song was really good and I can't help listening to it before sleeping and wishing that I'll be able to come home for the Holidays. Days go by quickly and I'm excited to be there again. Goodnight! I hope I'm already there when I wake up, hehe.

Mark

---Reply---

Hello,

I miss singing and Shawn's not that busy so we decided to do the cover. Thankfully, the response was warm and yeah I wish you could come back home, we really need to talk. It's better that you're here instead of talking through the phone or email. See you when I see you.

Jess

---End of message---

Yes, I want to come home soon and have lots of catching up to do with Jess and my friends back home. JYP hyung already approved of my vacation but I won't tell dad yet as I want to surprise them. Even Yugyeom agreed that we keep it a secret for now.

~ Tracy~

September. October. November. December.

Woah, months have already passed since my birthday and now December is almost over. It's a blessing in disguise as I get closer to most of the GOT7 members especially Bammie ~ yeah, that's what I started calling him.

(on the radio)

DJ: It's cold outside so better wear layers of clothes to keep you warm or stay inside with your boyfriends or girlfriends. If you're single, surround yourself with friends or family. To all the single people out there, this one's for you.

(playing All I Want for Christmas is You - Lee Hi X Park Bom)

Yeah, right. If that makes you feel better Mr. DJ, continue putting salt on singles' wounded hearts.

Hmp!

On second thought, I don't have to feel that bad. I've been single all my life so I guess another Christmas being single won't hurt. I'll just go out with...wait...I almost forgot that Hyebyung and Jiyeon already have boyfriends. Waaah, Mark how long will you keep me waiting? LOL. I'm such a dreamer, he did not even look at me when I met them but still I'm happy for being one of the fans that they consider as friends.

Haaay, how foolish I am imagining Mark will be my guy someday. I now feel why fan girls get crazy at times when they get close with their idols but in the end having a difficult time separating fantasy from reality. I mean I can support him as much as I can by watching their concerts or performances and buying their albums but not to the point of expecting their love, Mark's love. Only a few celebrities dated and married a fan, sometimes I feel so small thinking about this. Eotteoke!

No, I don't have time for this. I should stop talking to myself. This is not the time to be depressed.

(((ring)))

"Oh, Jiyeon-ah"

"Soo Jae, the boss told me to remind you to come early today. We'll have a meeting so you should be on time. Let's hope for some good news." Jiyeon sounds so excited.

"Arasseo, see you later."

"Bye."

~Hyebyung~