That Guy on TV

Tracy's Thoughts

Omo, Bammie invited me on their party and it's for their friends. Did he just say special friends? S-P-E-C-I-A-L. Yay! Twenty total fangirl points for me but what should I wear? What should I bring?

Can I just be myself or be mindful of my actions? I'm a fangirl before I became close to them errrrr... I mean to some of them.

Sometimes I can't separate being a fan girl, a friend and Mark's admirer/stalker (LOL) from the normal me. I mean normal as in "normal" but I'm neither abnormal. I also felt like lying at times because yeah I really like Mark and I haven't stopped dreaming to be his girl but there are times that I'm not sure if I'm real. Real ~ being close to them as a friend and not a person trying to get close and taking chances to capture Mark's heart. 

A girl can dream but...

I just need to be me around them. ONLY ME...

and who should care but ME!

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At this rate, is our Tracy/Soo Jae really that normal? She's starting to feel small, ai yo. :(

I edited a chapter thinking that I can add as many persons that I want for the dedication but "me thinks that's not possible"  OR there's a trick that I didn't know about. Just lemme know.

If I haven't dedicated a story for you yet, I'm sorry about that. Lemme just thank all of you as well as the readers that appeared on the notifications whom I haven't dedicated a chapter yet. With or without dedication (which is a very nice way to express my appreciation) please don't turn cold towards this story. I'm thankful for the support haha --- total drama queen.

Also please bear with me and hopefully will be able to go on with the story even if the news about SUZY dating LEE MIN HO came out. Don't get me wrong I'm an LMH fan it's just that I really ship SUZY with MARK hehe. Anyhow, this is a FANFIC and my feelings right now will subside soon. :P

CHEONGMAL KAMSAHAMNIDA~

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I hope I didn't forget YOUR username or even misspelled it. :D

Annyeong ~

*Attaching A mv again even if it doesn't have anything to do with the succeeding chapters. Just sharing that it's views are increasing til now though the promotions over and is at 17M+ where it was only at about 5M+ (me thinks) when I started writing this fanfic.