𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓘𝓷 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓮 | 𝖪𝗂𝗆 𝖧𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖠𝖬𝖡𝖶

Twelve (Edited)

⚠️🛑🚨Warning⚠️🛑 🚨
Sexual themes ahead!!! (Just talks about sexually related things)

Hongjoong POV

I woke up to Ze moving around trying to get up. I pulled her closer to me, not wanting to lose her warmth but she had other ideas. She removed my arm once again but this time I didn't wrap my arm around her again. I just stayed laying down with my eyes closed because I didn't feel like getting up yet.

I peeked my eyes open to see her stretching. Damn she was beautiful. She had just woken up and I couldn't even tell. Till this day I never understood how she looked like a goddess when she just woke up. Looking at her this time was different because I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She walked to her dresser and took some stuff out of it before walking to her closet and doing the same thing.

She stood there looking like she was in deep thought before she started taking off her clothes. I was surprised but I couldn't look away. I knew that I shouldn't be invading her personal privacy like I was doing now but I was just so enchanted with everything she was doing right now. Ze was extremely enchanting, she put a spell on everyone and I was no different.

Not just because of her beauty and her body but also because she was such a lovable person. When she was finished putting on her clothes she left the room. I released a breath that I didn't even know I was holding.

I was left alone with my thoughts about Zera and they were not in the slightest way innocent. I scolded myself for thinking about her the way I did as it was not appropriate thoughts to have for a friend. I soon smelt the scent of bacon so that meant she was still here. I don't think I could look her in the eyes right now without wanting to fuck her on the kitchen table so I decided to just stay in her room.

I suddenly felt my pants tighten. I groaned before throwing the blanket off of me and sat up. I looked down and then threw myself back on to the bed in frustration. Why did she have to be so goddamn sexy?! Why couldn't I have a best friend that I found unattractive? I turned over and groaned into a pillow.

After my mini temper tantrum I heard the front door close. I got up and went to grab some of my clothes from her closet, making my way to the bathroom. I needed release so I gave myself that release in the shower. When I walked out of the bathroom I heard talking coming from the kitchen. I walked in the kitchen to see the guys there eating.

"What are you doing here?" I asked them as I walked in the kitchen. "The real question is what are YOU doing here? Cause you could have apologized and then went back to your apartment but you didn't." Yeosang said making the rest of the 99z say "Ooooo".

"Plus we can be here whenever we want she loves us as well. Don't feel too special. You're not her favorite." Jongho said rolling his eyes. "What are you talking about? Of course I'm her favorite." I said taking a plate of food from the counter. "I'm pretty sure you're not. We're cousins so of course I'm the favorite." Yunho said. "Zera made hangover soup." Hwa said putting some of it into different bowls. "No, I don't want any. I don't like hangover soup it always makes me sleepy." Wooyoung whined.

"I don't think that's an option." Seonghwa said before chuckling. "Why?" I asked as I started eating. "She left a note saying if she finds out any of us have not eaten she'll kick our asses. So we should definitely eat it if we don't want to end up dead." Hwa answered before passing us each a bowel of soup.

"I agree with Hwa hyung. Once I was sick and she stayed home to take care of me. I refused to take the medicine cause I hated how it tasted so I decided to run away from her. When she caught me she kicked me in the balls and force feed me the medicine." Jongho said shivering from the memory. Everyone instinctively cringed and protectively held their crotch area.

"Yeah we better eat it. Jongho's her prescious little baby so if she hurt him she will definitely hurt us. I don't think she would even hesitate." San said before grabbing his bowel and eating. We all followed suit. After finishing the soup I started eating my pancakes again which tasted like heaven.

"Hey um I want to talk to you guys about something important. I want to get all of your opinions because I want to see this situation from different view points." I said poking at the eggs on my plate. "Hyung, you okay?" Mingi asked. "Yeah I think so I'm just... I'm just confused." I said sighing. "Okay well let's all finish eating and then we can go to the living room and to talk." Hwa said as he started eating again.

After everyone finished eating we went to the front room and sat down. "So what's up hyung?" Yunho asked. "Honestly I don't know it's just confusing but let me explain from the beginning." I said taking a deep breath.

"So like a year ago I think Ze and I were drinking together. She was stressed about a new professor that we had so I brought beer and chicken and came back here. I told her to drink as much as she wanted cause I would take care of her. Well she definitely got drunk."

"I was drinking as well but I wasn't drunk. The night progressed and we ended up making out. And it felt fucking amazing. I had never felt something so euphoric before. But the thing is I thought I was only feeling that way cause I was tipsy but I started feeling like that around her again and I'm confused." I said finishing my word vomit.

"So I'm confused on what I should do or feel." I said sighing before leaning more into the couch. "Wow, I, just wow." Yunho said not knowing what to say. "What are you confused about?" Seonghwa asked me. "I'm confused about why I'm feeling this way for her. The only time I felt this way was when we made out when she was drunk." I said.

"Joong I think you know the answer you're just in denial." Yeosang said. "What do you mean?" I asked. "I mean you said it yourself. You like her. End of story. You said yourself that you were drinking but you weren't drunk. You're blaming the way you felt on being tipsy because you're scared to accept your feelings. But you know deep down that you like her." He said.

"We all see how jealous you get when any other guy is near her or she mentions another guy in your presence. You're pretty obvious." San said. "So what am I supposed to do now?" I asked. "Firstly you need to fully accept your feelings for her and then confess." Wooyoung said. "But before we move on you need to say it." Hwa said. "Say what?" I asked confused.

"How you feel about her." He said. They were right. I did like her I was just scared to like her cause she's my best friend. I treasured her a lot so I was afraid of us not talking or being the same way we are now if she didn't feel the same way. It was silent for a while before I spoke up. "I like her. I like her so much." I said sighing with a smile while fiddling with my thumbs. "I.......I want her. I want her to be mine." I said. "You better treat her right cause I have the family privileges to fuck you up if you don't." Yunho warned.

For the rest of the day, we brain stormed ideas of how I could tell Ze I liked her while having a Harry Potter marathon via Yunho's request. I was worried she wouldn't like me back but I was trying to be optimistic. Suddenly in the middle of our conversation we heard the front door slam open before it slammed close again. Angry footsteps could be heard until Ze appeared in front of us visibly pissed.

"Did you all eat the hangover soup?" She asked and we all hastily nodded. "Good." She said before stomping to her room. We followed her to her room and eventually got her to tell us why she was mad. And I after I heard what happened I was planning a murder. When I found out it was Jay who pissed her off I decided I was definitely going to have a chat with him tomorrow.

I didn't like that my baby wasn't happy at the moment so I was planning something to cheer her up hopefully she liked it.