Beauty Hurts (Draco X Reader)

C13; Please Don't Hate Me

--Y/n POV--

Draco took my hand and took me to his dorm. What was he going to do? I was scared. I looked at him, horror written all over my face. 

"Don't be scared princess." he said quietly, a calm soothing tone in his voice.

I just looked up and nodded. We reached his dorm and he sat on his bed. I stood at the front of his door, standing still. He tapped his bed twice. This was his signal for me to come and sit down with him, so I did.

--Draco's POV--

Y/n looked so scared; frightened actually. I loved her with all my heart, I couldn't stand to see her suffer. I just wanted to know why she cried. She came to sit by me. She looked hurt. I started with the million dollar question. "Y/n, why are you crying love? Are you ok?"

"NO. I'M NOT OK, I'M SICK OF SAYING I'M OK. UGH THE WORD HURTS ME. I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE." she sighed and panicked. I knew she had been hiding something, but seeing her like this hurt.

"I'M SO FUCKING INSECURE. I HATE MYSELF, MY LOOKS. I'VE SELF HARMED MYSELF IN THE PAST TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN. NO SHIT IT DIDN'T GO. I TRIED KILLING MYSELF. WELL NO SHIT IT DIDN'T WORK. I STOPPED EATING SO I COULD LOSE WEIGHT BUT IT STILL DIDN'T WORK." she stopped. she went from standing up to straight on the floor, crying her eyes out. 

I felt bad. Really bad.

--Y/n POV--

I couldn't help it. I screamed at him exactly what I said to Cedric. He looked hurt.

"IN THE ROOM WE DIDN'T FUCK I WAS CRYING WHILST TELLING HIM THIS, I'M ALSO DEPRESSED AND JUST DON'T WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE AND I TOLD HIM MY FEELINGS ABOUT YOU.... please Draco, dont hate me." I said, and with that I lay on the cold marble floor, crying.