Beauty Hurts (Draco X Reader)

C53; Dear Draco

A/n: Heyy guys, hope your enjoying the story so far! Just want to say that you should start to play 'happier' (the song linked above) when Draco starts to read the letter so you understand his point of view. Love you xx

--Draco's POV--

"What is it Neville?" I say while looking at his sad eyes. 

"It's a letter, a letter from Y/n." he said out of breath from all the running he did. "I was looking in the Slytherin common room for clues and I found it on your pillow, I think she wanted you to read it."

I took the letter from his hand calmly. I looked at it for a hot minute, checking out its edges. It had Y/n's writing on it, it was fancy. I opened it and read it aloud, making sure everyone could hear.

*play song now*

Dear Draco,

Hey Draco! This is just a little letter that I want to tell you about, so don't be sad about what I did, it was for the best. I lived my life. I lived many years. I wasted no time in having fun, however, nothing is permanent and everything is temporary, even life. I made everyone happy, I always watched as you would all smile when I was around you. It used to make me so happy to know that I was loved by so many people. I made people happy and I wish people can learn from me and become great leaders, just like me <3

I hope you grow to stop loving me and find yourself someone who can love and offer you more than I ever gave you. I did find out things I'm glad I found out, because if I didn't, my life would be a lie. I wasn't the best girlfriend, I must admit, but I loved being around you. It gave me a feeling in my stomach that nobody else ever gave me! 

Tell the Golden Trio that I hope good for their futures. Tell Pansy I'll miss her and she was and has been the best friend ever. Tell Blaise to continue his shitty jokes and make everyone laugh. Tell Snape I secretly liked potions and wish we got on better. Tell Fred and George that I'll always look out for them, no matter what. Tell Dumbledore I was an idiot who messed up and I should've respected him, not do the opposite. Tell Neville that he is the bravest person that I have ever met. Tell Ginny that I hope her and Harry have many children in the future, and tell them stories about me ofc!!

I'll always be someone you love. I want you all to be happier, and live better lives without me!! When you close your eyes, remember me as a strong, fun person. Don't think of me as a girl who killed herself because she couldn't take the pain. NO. Think of me as someone who will always be with you all, always talk to me I'll be here for you! 

Also, please tell Cedric that I should've danced with him in the rain and that I'm deeply sorry. Remember me as someone who sacrificed herself for the love of others. Don't ever cry about me, seriously guys lighten up XD

Harry, Hermione, Ron, I know we had our ups and downs, but who doesn't?  What's a friendship without any fighting? I'm so glad I met you all, you were always there for me, I can't thank you any more. I know this letter is useless and you're probably not reading this, but I'm sure Draco will.

You all know that I was super insecure as well... I didn't like myself, I thought I was ugly and I wasn't wrong. I used to cry all the time, I wasted tears for no reason. I remember the time I first met you Draco, in the train. You were so nice to me, you gave me something nobody had ever given me before. After I met you, I wanted to be with you at all times, I felt safe with you. All I knew is that Beauty Hurts. Beauty Hurts.

Draco, this isn't a goodbye, I'll forever love you and I'll always be waiting for you. 

Love from Y/n xx