Ertugrul Halime Season 5

Concerns

Halime came out to give a final look at things at the end of such a hectic day. She looked around but couldn't find Ertugrul.

She went out and saw him sitting on the stairs of the tent. The whole tribe was silent. It was a starry night and very cold too. Halime had a shawl which was protecting her from the cold. Ertugrul was looking at the starry sky and the perfect round moon.

Halime sat one stairs above the stair Ertugrul was sitting on, took off her shawl and covered Ertugrul with her shawl.

What are you doing here at this time of night and in this cold Ertugrul?

Nothing! I was coming in and why you took off your shawl. It's cold out here. Let's go!

No I'm good, and you don't look fine. Halime held Ertugrul hand and said.

You can tell me! I don't know if I have the solution to your problem but maybe I can help or suggest something or maybe lessen the pressure on your head.

I don't want to give you tension My Halime.

This means there is something! Tell me, we will face this problem together and find the solution together like always. Don't we always fight together so don't worry I'm here!

Do you know my biggest support is that you are with me in everything and everywhere! We just don't fight together we fight with each other too. Ertugrul said sarcastically.

Okay looks like you are fine now but tell me! We have the whole night to figure out the solution.

Halime.... Lately I have been having a lot of problems. I have always remained patient and took only Allah help and always made my way out of these problems. I just don't know why but I'm feeling that the problem which I'm facing now is just making me feel that it's enough now! Like I'm done!

What are these problems about? Trade? Tribe? Soğut? Enemies? What is the thing that gave you so much tension.

The most hurtful thing is that my problem is none of these. My problem and the reason of my tensions are my own children.

Halime noded her head and breathe heavily.

We raised them up well. Everyone always praised how we raised up our children. But look what is happening, do we missed anything while bringing them up. We gave them everything we never went hard on them and always talked to them softly and made them understand the things very politely. Gunduz is elder brother... when Aykiz, Savçi and Osman were crying in their cradles and you were taking care of them at that time Gunduz was growing up and learning politics. We have spent more time and gave Gunduz and Osman more concentration compared to Savçi and Aykiz but look still.....

You are right Ertugrul! The things happening and the things our children are doing are not acceptable. We became their everything when needed mentor, friends, parents everything! It's the time to stop them before they make any big mistake. It's the time to get hard on them. It is okay if we scold them for their good. It's the time to stop them. We still have some things left in our hand. It's time to show them that we are parents! What will happen? They will get sad, angry on us maybe don't talk to us for few days but if that thing give them lesson and stop them from doing anything wrong then I'm ready for it! Ertugrul look, hard time is coming. More hard time will come so what we have do is to create a plan and work according to it. We just can't leave everything and be like it will get better by time NO! We have to work very delicately take our steps very carefully. Enemies are coming too but they too should know that if they will attack us at any time and at any moment. We are ready!

Ertugrul looked at Halime with a shine in his eyes.

I'm waiting for enemies. But hope that they won't hurt my family, my loved ones and my everything in this world. I'm now more concerned about you guys. And anyways you are right Hatun.... The time has come and it's not that late we can still rule the game. I don't know why our children are so different. Gunduz... was so calm in childhood but now ge works on emotions more. Osman do whatever he wants and never obey us. Aykiz always try to get everything in her knowledge even though she should know that some things should remain secret between people. She took everything so non seriously and Savçi.... he always stay in his own dream land and in the books.