Alfieri
Alfieri:
Hi, what's up? Something happened?
You missed call a lot, I left the phone at the office. I had a meeting, too.
Mogen:
I hate you
Alfieri
would like FaceTime...
Mogen declined
Alfieri:
What's up, baby?
Did I do something bad?
Alfieri calling...
Mogen declined
Alfieri:
What did I do?
Did you hear something about me?
Or anything made you upset?
I'm sorry, I was really in the meeting a while back
Please answer my calls
Mogen:
You didn't do anything wrong
I didn't hear anything about you
I'm not upset with you
Alfieri:
Why did you say you hate me?
I'm freaked out
Why aren't you answering my calls?
Mogen:
I wanna stop, Alfieri.
Alfieri:
Huh
What do you mean
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Alfieri:
What do you mean stop, we're even there yet, baby. Please, can we talk about this over a call? I'm seriously trying to calm myself down here, I can't with just texts right now.
Mogen:
I'm so sorry :(
I don't want this on call
Sobrang frustrated ko kasi ang dami kong issues sa buhay tsaka sa bahay namin, sorry rin kasi hindi ko natanggap yung valentine's gift mo.
I hate you coz you didn't tell me anything about it nung araw na yun agad, sana nagawan ko pa ng paraan at mahahanap pa
Ngayon ko lang nalaman sa kapatid ko yung nangyari, siguro alam mo na rin kung bakit hindi ko alam diba? Kung bakit wala man lang akong nababanggit tungkol dun
Alfieri:
It's alright
I didn't mind it
Don't worry about it
I'll just send you another
It doesn't really matter now
Why are you easily deciding to stop talking to me just because of that?
Mogen:
Nakakainis ka alam mo yun?
Lalo lang akong nagguilty kasi wala ka man lang nasabing masama na tinapon nila yung regalo mo para sa akin. Kung hindi ko pa sinabi ngayon, malamang hindi mo na rin yun babanggitin sakin
Tsaka hindi lang naman dahil dun kaya gusto kong huminto, hindi lang dahil sa gift
Alfieri:
Must be your family then?
If that's the main reason why you want to stop talking to me, what's my fucking card?
Isn't this too much? Can't I have at least a fucking chance to get their approval before you decide like this? Can't you let me do that first?
I know your family's against me ever since the first time they met me, I also know I can't just make them like me for you. I understand that and I want to do something for them to allow me to be your boyfriend. I've been thinking my plans for that.
Then here you are, just deciding to stop talking to me all of a sudden without even a hint. You said you like me but I can't feel it right now that you're taking alone, it's like I don't have a chance to move.
Mogen:
Tangina hindi naman kasi madali yan
I was trying hard to cool everything up and make them trust me with you, I want them to like you. I want their approval for us, too.
Kaso hindi sapat yung mga gusto ko e, hindi sapat na sinabi kong gusto kita kasi sila yung may ayaw dahil wala naman akong sariling buhay pa at sa kanila ako umaasa. Wala akong sariling bahay o ano man kaya hirap akong gumalaw rin, Alfieri.
Sa ngayon ang gusto ko lang huminto na yung lahat, gusto ko na ulit ng tahimik na buhay. Yung walang ganito, yung abala lang ako sa school at walang ibang iniisip.
Gusto kita pero hindi ko pa talaga kayang tumayo sa ganitong sitwasyon, nag-aaral pa lang ako at walang trabaho. Kahit magtrabaho man ako, ganon pa rin. Sa kanila pa rin nakasalalay yung pag-aaral ko.
Natatakot ako, kung ipaglalaban ko yung pagkakagusto ko sayo. Baka ihinto rin nila yung pagpapaaral sa akin.
Kaya hanggang dito na lang muna to, hindi mo rin naman pwedeng ihinto yung oras mo para sa akin kaya gusto kong may pagkakaintindihan tayo sa huli at naiintindihan mo ako.
Alfieri:
Tangina
I'm sorry for everything, for feeling those kinds of things since we like each other. I'm sorry for making you feel all those pressures with your family just because of me.
I know I was never the ideal person, anyway. But I can stand on my own, Mogen. I can do everything for you, too.
I may sound desperate here but you can give me all your worries, I can provide for your studies if that's you're worrying about.
I'm not saying that you don't need their approval because I could do everything for you, but if ever it happens, I'm here to help and support your needs.
I don't want us to stop, that's what I'm telling.
Mogen:
Alfieri, you don't need to do this for me. You don't need to get this far.
My family has been talking and calling you bad names
I want to stop talking to you for peace kasi hindi ko na rin kaya yung mga naririnig ko. Ayaw na kitang idamay pa sa mga judgements nila
Alfieri:
Don't worry about their judgments about me, as long as you know who I am, I'm fine.
Please, let me call now.
Alfieri calling...
