05-05
4:27am
Mogen:
I'm so sorry for disturbing you late at night, I can't sleep with heavy these thoughts
I am guilty that I can't feel better
I just really wanna apologize for being so immature. Again and again. Tagal na nating nag-uusap at nagkaintindihan na din tayo noon pero ang immature ko pa din hanggang ngayon and I only realized it while thinking about the past months
I feel embarrassed to talk to you again and this is a wrong timing topic. I'm just really really sorry for making you feel sad and bad knowing how you feel for me. I was so insensitive and self-centered. I wasn't thinking about you when I felt hurt.
I hope you won't get tired of me, Alfieri. I'll try my best here too. I'm gonna pray for you parents fast recovery. Please, take care of yourself too.
I miss you...
10:12am
Alfieri:
Hey, good morning
It's alright. I feel more better after reading your message. I honestly understand you, Mogen. I was just so impatient sometimes but I never blamed you for making me feel sad coz this is my choice too. You are my choice and I will never get tired of choosing you.
I am sometimes losing my patience or maybe getting tired of the cycle but I didn't think of giving up. I'm serious about you. I don't wanna give up just coz of your immaturity nor whatever.
I know you'll learn in time. I'll always wait.
Don't worry.
I miss you more. Take care and eat on time. I'll see you first when I come back for sure.
Love you
