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euijin shook her head as she tried to take all those trains of depressive thoughts away,
and quickly wept the tears that were falling from her cheeks.
she let her body slowly sink into the bathtub full of icy water,
and slowly breathed out as she felt the coldness take over her body.
she always liked very cold water.
it soothes her body,
it calms her soul,
and it ceases her flaming heart.
the feeling of being fresh and pure again is something that the coldwater always gave her.
euijin could stay for hours just lying in the bathtub.
but it's not just because she wanted it,
she needed it.
she needed to ease the unbearable remorse she feels,
and only the cold water can help her without breaking her even more.
because the cold water will never torment her,
unlike her friends.
the cold water will never shame her,
unlike her family.
and the cold water would never break her apart and pretend that everything is fine.
unlike minho.
mistress.
she wished she would never have been labeled like that,
but what can she do?
it was the truth, she is a mistress.
she became one because she was too hungry for affection,
too desperate for the feelings that were never given to her by anyone.
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not even herself.
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✔︎ paramour | minho
FanfictionKim Euijin wanted nothing but Lee Minho. She is only a misunderstood girl who has been alienated by everyone all her life for being different from what society expected of her. So, when she badly wanted to feel important, she opted for the decision...
