✔︎ paramour | minho

Chapter 2

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euijin eyes slowly flickered as she regained consciousness from her deep sleep

she felt very soar and tired.

her eyes timidly gazed by the empty sheets beside her

and just as she expected,

minho wasn't there anymore.

"why am i even hoping that he's staying." she bitterly muttered,

before making her way to the bathroom.

there in the bathroom, is a large mirror,

a constant reminder of her horrid self.

and even though it felt like it's some kind of torture,

euijin looked at her reflection,

just like always,

and studied how many hickeys there were in her neck.

her lips were swollen,

and the thing that stand out the most was her glimmering eyes,

which reflected only desperation and sadness.

for her whole lifetime, she has never had a single thought about being someone's mistress,

and she never even thought of letting her body get used by someone who had no romantic feelings for her.

she always thought she'd ever only let someone take her virginity is she could trust and love that person eternally.

but why is she doing this to herself?

why is she letting herself get used by a man whom she knew very well loved another person?

why can't she stop loving someone who is already married?

even with all those negative thoughts in her head, she plastered a wide smile.

of course she knew the answer to those questions:

and that is because no one looked at her the way he did.

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