Seasons And Reasons

ii.

“The person that with you isn't me. I don't realize how much I change just to reach out for your attention. I'm a clown assuming for your interest and you lied to tell me you're a boxer of love—punching my affection and warmth—that I never knew was pain and lies. I might be fooling myself if you're affected by me too. Ironic it was that our love turned me worse. Honey, no one's worth of losing myself for—not even you; not even your fables. I'm not sacrificing my dignity for the benefit of reviving the love I'm the only one who makes effort to contribute to. I was never been like this; I'm not worse.

I'm greater, I know. This isn't me."

— Greater