Sub Billie eilish Imagines

Panic attack

Billie's Pov

"No Billie, I'm done, you're way to clingy. I can't do anything without you up my ass the whole time!" Mia says as she continues putting close in her bag. " Mia please I'm sorry I-I'll be better please just don't leave me. I need you!" I sob

"That's exactly it! You need me all the time. Grow the fuck up Billie. Maybe If you were on your own you would learn how to do stuff by yourself!" she grabs her bag and begins to walk out of the room. "Mia please!" I shout as I grab her arm and cling onto her crying my heart out. "I'll be better please!" "you're such a baby"she shakes me off of her and continues walking out the door.

She looks back at me one more time seeing how vulnerable and sad I was. she rolls her eyes "pathetic"

I sit up and gasp my shirt drenched with sweat.

a dream it was just a dream

I look to the side of me and notice Mia isn't there. The bathroom door is open so I doubt she's there. I grab my phone unlock with my finger print. No missed texts or calls. I feel my breathing start to pick up.

Its ok Billie calm down she's probably just down stairs

I get out of bed and walk down the stairs "Mia!" I shout. No response "Mia are you here!".No response. Ok now I'm starting to get worried. I walk around a bit and check every where I can. The kitchen, the living room, outside,the basement, and all of the bathrooms. She's not here.

No text, no call, no note

I run upstairs and grab my phone texting her

My love💕

Mia where are you

9:05

Mia please answer me I'm getting scared

9:10

I feel my hearts starting to beat really fast and my breathing getting really fast.

Oh no not now please not now.

I feel my eyes starting to water and my breathing pattern is way off.

don't cry don't cry

I let out a huge sob and all the tears came flowing out. I cry so hard my breath gets caught in between sobs and I gasp. I tuck my legs into my shirt and cross my arms on my knees and curl into a ball and cry harder.

Dream Mia was right. I am a baby

I need to clam down. What can I do to calm down.

MR. FLUBBY

Mia won a stuffed unicorn on our first date at the carnival and she gave it to me and I named it Mr. flubby. Its been my comfort item ever since because its very special to me. I would go grab it right now but I unfortunately can't move. And that just made me even more sad and frustrated so I started crying harder.

I miss Mia she always knows how to calm me down. And knowing she's not here to hold me right now makes me devastated.

Mia's Pov

shit shit shit

I wanted to surprise Billie this morning and I had a whole plan it was perfect. I was gonna go buy stuff to make pancakes and get strawberries and she was gonna wake up and we were gonna make breakfast together. But my dumbass phone didn't charge last night so when I was on my way to the store and was gonna text Billie if she was awake the damn phone wasn't even charged.

I know she's probably panicking right now so I'm trying to hurry up and get out of this store.

I go to self check out and quickly scan and buy everything. I speed walk to the car and throw everything in the backseat.

I try to not go over the speed limit but still drive quickly.

I pull into the driveway and run to the door, not bothering to grab any stuff. I unlock the door and run upstairs. "Billie!".

I open our room door to see Billie crouched in a ball on our bed, breathing heavily. I quickly go over to her and lift her head up. Her face was wet with tears and her eyes and nose were red. " oh, my love," I say sadly. I reach over to the desk and grab her inhaler, putting it up to her mouth making her take two pumps.

I set it back down and pull Billie into my lap and rub her back. " I th-thought you left me," she sobs into my shoulder. My heart aches " No baby. I could never leave you,". "Even though I'm a pathetic baby?" She asks. " What are you talking about. Did someone tell you that," I say lifting her face from my shoulder. "You did," she sniffles "in my dream,"

I sigh "I don't think your a baby or pathetic at all my love. I love you so much no matter how sensitive or emotional you are. It makes me feel better actually because I know I can help you and you have me to depend on,"

She rubs her eyes and hiccups "really?" I bid smiling. I kiss her lips slowly and passionately. I want her to know that I really do love and appreciate her.

We pull away and she hides her face in my neck "thank you," I smile "You're welcome baby,"

This was shit. Anyways if anyone knows a blond with thick thighs and big boobs who's name starts with b hook me up