i hate the way i didn't hate him.
i hate the way i stayed too long with someone who never saw my worth.
i hate the way i loved him.
i hate the way that he only loved me sometimes.
i hate the way he played me.
i hate the way i was stupid enough to stay.
i hate the way i had to count to ten and hold my breath because of something you said.
i hate the way i held back tears.
i hate the way we stayed the same.
i hate that i'll never love anyone else the way i loved you.
i hate that you destroyed me so much, i didn't recognize myself in the mirror.
i hate that i was never good enough for you.
i hate that you saw my worth when i finally had the courage to give you an ultimatum.
But mostly, i hate the way i don't hate you.
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Poetry: the things I won't say out loud
Poetryquotes and poetry about life, we all deserve a break once in a while. i hope these quotes i have give you a break from your reality. (Go to Act II. in the story for more of the poetry)