Hi again. Thought I should do another update and I'm bored so here you go lol.
Life's rough man. So many ups and downs and lately it's been all downs... not good. I'm so suicidal guys... if my parents hadn't locked everything up like the pills then I'd have attempted again by now. I found out the passcode to the lock twice now, parents don't know about the second time. I took a blade from it today. I'm fucking hopeless.
It's SO hard to get out of bed in the morning, even though I'm home the entire day. I want to just lay on the road and wait to be run over. I'm so fat, so ugly, a disgrace to humanity, just a horrible and disgusting human being. I don't want to get better because I don't deserve to get better and it's not like I'm going anywhere in life, might as well just die. Why won't they let me die???
Excuse my ramblings.
I have a lot of things and thoughts and feelings written down in the notes app on my phone and I'm thinking about publishing them here. Would you guys be okay with that?
Let me know x
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Diary of My Life
Non-FictionThis will be a public journal that I will write my thoughts, feelings, events that occur in my life.
