In need of a friend

HOPE

I wait, I wait

For everything to be okay

I look at the clock

and imagine there would be a time

That I would feel okay.

I want to feel the cool breeze

hit my nostrils.

I want to climb the highest building un New York City,

and just observe those dazzling lights.

I want to go skating

on an unknown path

I want to sit on a roller coaster.

I imagine that just maybe I could do these things,

I wish I could just DO these things.

I try to take everything as an opportunity,

but u never realized that it would all turn out to be a tragedy.

I wish everything could be okay,

I wish I knew what I wanted for life.

I wish I knew my purpose on this earth,

I just wish, because one can't do anything else

am I right?

I hope for that light to show up

I hope everyday but it doesn't,

it's always darkness.

I need someone to hold on to,

I need someone to talk to

I want someone to understand me.

I am an independent person, 

but I break down sometimes,

and realize that I have no one who could fix me.

What is the point in living a life like this,

I just don't want to die

but I don't want to live like this.