I did it again today,
I pushed that shiny piece of metal deep into my skin again,
I punished myself for eating so much again,
I punished myself for not loving myself,
I punished myself because I looked disgusting in that mirror.
I did it again
I binged the whole day again,
I punished myself by holding up my guards again,
I punished myself by distancing from the world again
I punished myself by not letting my body feel anything again
I punished myself by scrolling through the social media again.
I faked smiles today
Received love today
And broke down again
Because no matter what I do,
I can't feel that love again.
I feel empty and lost again.
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PoetrySome of the poetries written by me, when life gave me lemons, hope you enjoy it. ALERT- VERY REALATABLE TO INTROVERTS AND SHY PEOPLE.
