Why are you so lazy?
Why don't you do something productive?
Why do you keep lying on the bed all the time?Little do you know how empty and broken I feel from inside.
Little do you know that I try so hard to find the motivation to do something but then it is consumed by those dark thoughts again.
Little do you know how hard I try to focus on life, to focus on my studies.
Little do you know how pressurised I am.
Little do you know how I rise and fall on the loop of my choices.
Little do you know how hard I try to be happy.
Little do you know that all I feel is numbness and loneliness.
Little do you know that I try really really really hard every single day.
So, I'm sorry
If I'm not enough
I'm sorry
That I am not the perfect girl.
I'm sorry
That I am different
I'm sorry
That I let down every single person in my life.I'M SORRY.

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PoésieSome of the poetries written by me, when life gave me lemons, hope you enjoy it. ALERT- VERY REALATABLE TO INTROVERTS AND SHY PEOPLE.