I'm Sorry

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Why are you so lazy?
Why don't you do something productive?
Why do you keep lying on the bed all the time?

Little do you know how empty and broken I feel from inside.

Little do you know that I try so hard to find the motivation to do something but then it is consumed by those dark thoughts again.

Little do you know how hard I try to focus on life, to focus on my studies.

Little do you know how pressurised I am.

Little do you know how I rise and fall on the loop of my choices.

Little do you know how hard I try to be happy.

Little do you know that all I feel is numbness and loneliness.

Little do you know that I try really really really hard every single day.

So, I'm sorry
If I'm not enough
I'm sorry
That I am not the perfect girl.
I'm sorry
That I am different
I'm sorry
That I let down every single person in my life.

I'M SORRY.

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