The Outspread

Chapter Seventeen ; Louis

Chapter Seventeen ;

The car was silent and the gut feeling was still in me. It was either something was wrong or I've forgotten something. I couldn't figure it out.

My thoughts got interrupted by Zayn. Well I was sitting beside him. While Louis sat at the back. I felt really bad. But we were in a rush. But a good thing that we're safe. I sighed.

" Hello? Earth to Riley?!" Zayn waves his hands around my face until Louis kicks the back of my seat.

" hey someone's talking to you. " he says angrily. I turned to face him.

"why are you acting like this?!" I finally cracked. I couldn't take it anymore. All he did was roll his eyes. I shook my head and then looked at Zayn.

" what?" I said harshly. I didn't mean too. I was pissed. What did I do ? He seemed better with out me. Yeah, I broke up with him but it was his fault. What could I have done to him? He didn't are about me when Eleanor came. So why should I care for him if zayn comes? My thoughts got interrupted again. By the kicks I got from my seat. God! All I wanted to do was rip his heart out and feed it to the zombies. What the hell is wrong with him?! He kept kicking and kicking. I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't hear Zayn's question. What was bothering me was Louis with his kicks.

"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM LOUIS?!" I said angrily turning around to him. He rolled his eyes again while Zayn stood there silently driving. I turn back around and faced the road. But once I faced it he started to kick again. That was fucking it.

"LOUIS SERIOUSLY STOP. WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? TELL ME. OR FUCKING STOP. " I said pissed off. He leans in. Our faces almost touching.

"Your my problem. " he says looking into my eyes. I could see he wasn't joking. At all.

"well, then forget about me. Go with Eleanor. You don't need me. Judging by the way you treated my back at the beach. " I said sternly and turned around but my neck was held by his. Zayn didn't do anything just watching the road.

"I ONLY FUCKING CARE FOR YOU. " Louis said forcing me to look at him. I gulped.

" pfft. If you did... we wouldn't be in this." I said pushing him back but he didn't budge.

" this wouldn't have happened if we went together. "

"why you can't trust me? You can't trust me with Zayn. I'm pretty sure Zayn cares more. " I stopped myself. I couldn't tell him that I have - had feelings for Zayn. He loosened his grip and starred at me. His eyes watery about to cry.

"I get. You have feelings for him. That's cute. Glad were over, because I hate you. I have feelings for Eleanor anyways. I knew you never loved me from the start. But I did. I was wrong." he said and let go my face. I gulped. I couldn't believe it. But I did like him. Love him.

Tears stung my eyes as he looked out the window. I turned around and faced the front letting the tears flow down my cheeks. I could tell Zayn looking at me. I saw it at the corner of my eye. His hand motioned for mine but I moved before he could touch me. Well, I don't need him anymore. I can handle this by myself. I'd survive without him. I'd die without him.