flash lights glowing into my eyes, i feel dizzy and can't control myself anymore. i'm hanging over him kissing lips, cheeks, forehead.. it's all blank.
"Gao Shi De.."
am i?"Gao Shi De.."
the sweat is dripping all over my face. i swear, my heart beating thundering. shit..."Lin Zi Hong.."
sounds loudly again. Yusuke lying down under me, trying to push me down. he wants to clear my mind, but I'm already lost.you know that feeling when you can't be with that one you like, and take advantage if u have such a small chance. now it's my story and my desire, that should be always keep in secret. huh, am I loser?
it's still muggy. Yusuke never pushed me away, but why I feel entirely defeated by him.
i touch his hair, each strand looks indescribable perfect.. each part of his body beckoning me."Lin Zi Hong, what's wrong with u? we're filming, are u worrying about something or feel some discomfort? are u hearing me?"
his warm palm touching my face right now, and i can't say nothing, i want him, i want to tease him, i wanna take him.. just lean in, and whisper in his ear."huh, why are u always teasing me like that?"
"Lin Zi Hong, we're not alone here, okay?"
"we're filming, right? and i should be drunk Gao Shi De? and i can do whatever i want.. just, be mine for a while.."
and my lips burying in his, blending into one desire.
YOU ARE READING
watch me
Fiksi PenggemarI wish we could sometimes disappear to take a break and come back when we're okay again...