today our director ordered to sleep us together. I wonder he wants us to be closer, on the verge of reality and our characters illusion. now I'm prisoner of my own thoughts and that creepy house. somehow I'm pull myself out of the bed and close my eyes..
"I need to get some sleep, right?" Yusuke already lying down on our bed-nest, watching me calmly. "Am I lucky one?"
huh, he wants to practise our lines, okay! I grab Yusuke by his wrist, holding him closer. his eyes trembling as my soul. you remind me that my heart is still alive. you must think I'm crazy for missing something I never even had, but you're wrong.
with my hand I'm lifting Yusuke head up, his dry rough lips, remind me wrinkled coriander leaves. I'm breathed deeply against his neck, giving to him tender kisses all over. my page boy squeezing fingers that trying to touch him greedily.
"your cheeks red, I won't stop, okay?"
"who are you?"
"If I want to be with you, I will!"
tears flowing from his eyes, the smile parted his moistened lips.. you don't have a clue how special you really are..
"水藍色在你眼裡看起來很浪漫.."
"或許幻想不再只是讓我心安"
"陽光灑成一片海"
"你在我心裡承載"
pain that never leaves me alone, pain that tears me apart, pain that gives reasons, pain that dye my love into self-destruction!
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i get out of bed at two in the morning. over and over I'm acting like nothing happened, I didn't even notice when Gao Shi De becomes me.
"hey, Lin Zi Hong, can your help Yu to put on LAVs, do you think you're able to cut it? come on!"
Yusuke take off his tee.
"last night.. you.."
i slip my hand into his pants. my right hand started to slow descent down his silken body. i will spread your legs. lips pulsing. he's scared. don't move. it's just LAVs. breathtaking.
we're just partners, you said. when our promotions ended, we'll be strangers. you pleaded to avoid everything that hurts you. I know. I'm going to miss you..
