I just need to take a walk to clear my mind. my thoughts blazing as fire. you deserve love that doesn't cause you pain or confusion.
thick wind blowing into my face. tickling.
should I say goodbye to you? should I let you go? should I call out that I love you? should I cry? I can be anything in the world but I want him to be mine.
all thoughts disappeared. Yu lying down in the grass, his body looks like a small cloud lost in the sky. through his palm he's trying to catch a small ray of the sun, he bit the flesh of his lips, close eyes, mute.
with wandering gust of wind Yu's voice touching my ears.
"to the one I love.." his voice is trembling.
"Gao Shi De, thank you for being with me for a such a long time, allowing me to face all my worries courageously, allowing me to learn what love is.." huh? what is that? it doesn't seems like his lines.. he get short of breath.
"maybe many people can't emphasize with your helplessness. going forward, I'll always be with you.." Yu cover his eyes with hands.
let go of me. please.. neither of us is happy. I never had a chance.
"your tears and your smiles belong to me. and that luck of mine belongs to you. let's use time to prove. I'll use time to prove that I am a person worthy of your love.."
It's just Shu Yi words, right? but I'm feeling like you telling that only to me.. he placed his hands on my mind. a little more.. it's not truth..
the grass shook morning dew. the sky is still stretching above the rooftops. that just ain't right..
Yusuke knelt and pressed his hands to his face. in a blink he turned to me. his lips red like cherries in the spring. watching me nervous he just digging at a cuticle. i'm going insane.
please heart keep beating.
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hyacinth.. "looks like I'm not your only fan! why they bring to you a lot of flowers? I want to take that one.. what's the name of that..?
cherry blossom.. "did you already notice my accent?"
coriander.. "why did you say that my lips taste like coriander? I don't even know how's that.."
lily.. "I want to take you to Tokorozawa Lily Garden, just imagine there're 50 varieties and approximately 450,000 lilies on a large site.."
poppy.. "my turn. okay, one true fact of life... in childhood my mom sewed for me yukata with poppy flowers, and all relatives confused me with a girl, it sucks.."
hydrangea.. "do hydrangeas die in the winter? why everything in this world losing its life? leaf by leaf we'll vanish ourselves."
sun glowing up in your back. everything gone quiet. tears well up in his eyes.
