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2 years ago.

"Lyudao? may I defer that pleasure?"

"don't be dramatic!"

4 days and 4 nights.
I've never been here before.
white cottage in the neighbourhood with lighthouse.
tickling wind with sounds of curly clouds. silent deep water.
nevermind.

cast, crew, everyone at one place.
Yusuke siting in front of me with a glass of milk.

Evan asked why Yusuke always wearing long nails. he look up and said that the skin beneath the fingernails is extremely sensitive and his nails hurt, when he cut it.
the way his voice sounds, or the words he speaks, I can never get what gives me goosebumps as in that evening.
and he smiled a lot. you can't hold your laugh or control your smile. I've noticed that before.

one look.
one moment.
one sunset.

such a beautiful sunset from my window.
I keep falling.
details. I like him in details.
his tiny mole, his trembling voice, his sparkling eyes, his underbite, his wavy hair and how's he twirling it around his little finger, his dense eyebrows.

when I got back to the room, he was already sleeping.
I'm knelt beside him.
my heart beats different.

"i want your sweat to drop onto me

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"i want your sweat to drop onto me.. i want to come on your belly, i want you calling out my name, let me love you."

are your eyes blushing?

it sucks.
i lie down on my bed.
my blanket slipped.
it sucks.
i drown.

3 days and 3 nights.

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