The feelings

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It was here. Today was the day. The day of the reaping. Not to say I was absolutely terrified, but my best friend could come into these games with me or by herself. Us both going in scared me the most. I knew she could handle herself in that arena, but for her I would die. Which wouldn't give me any chance of survival. I loved this girl so much. 

Y/n pov
I woke up to the sound of my mither cooking breakfast. It was 5am. My mum always gets super nervous about the reaping because my mums best friend got reaped and ended up dying. She cried fpr months after that and i had to take care of myself. She still crys at times but shes alot better. I got out of my bed and walked to the shower. The cold water hits my bag causing me to flinch. I bathe in this everyday, i dont know how im not used to it. This morning i wash my hair and put it in a braid. I then walk back to my bedroom and see my mother has laid out a beutiful black dress that goes just before the knees. My mother also gave me a small flower badge that i clip onto the left sode of the dress. The flower is a purple and gold surrounding badge and fits perfectly with my black dress.

 The flower is a purple and gold surrounding badge and fits perfectly with my black dress

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(Just imagine that the purple flower goes on the left side on the dress

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(Just imagine that the purple flower goes on the left side on the dress. This is what i imagined.)
After I got dressed I walked to the kitchen. My mum had made pancakes wit maple syrup and butter. My favorite. "Good morning mum. And may the odds be ever in you favor!" I laughed at my stupid joke, but mum just stared deep into my eyes.  Shit. Forgot. "Goodmorning y/n. Don't make that joke again. Grab a plate and eat up. You woke up late. It 9am. If you want to see Clove before the reaping you better hurry." Mum said. The thought pf Clove obviously made me blush because my mum gave a little chuckle shook her head and walked onto the front porch with her coffee.
I finished my breakfast only 10 minutes after. I out the dishes on the sink and walked out onto the front porch.
As i looked at my mother and she looked worried. That i was going to get reaped. But the changes I'll get reaped aren't in my favor. So, i thought i should open up to my mother. "Hey mum." "Yes darling?" "I'm gay". "Omg I'm happy for you and everything but I just got to say I knew it. And let me guess you like Clove?" "How did you know? and no mum, I'm love with. I cant stop thinking about her. I just wanted to tell you incase I get reaped." I said. Then i walked off. Clove said we should meet by the lake near the mountains. This lake was beautiful. Sometimes I just swim in my underwear, but I almost got caught last time. Flowers off ever colour surround the lake, and its pushed into the side of a cliff. I got there 30 minutes early so i tried something risky. Swimming in undergarments. This relaxed me until I heard footsteps. But instead of getting out i felt confident, so I just kept swimming pretending I didn't know she was there. As I was swimming a thought popped into mind. I had to tell Clove about my feelings today or I might never will.

Clove Pov

As I was walking along the pathway to y/n and I's special spot, I saw her black dress laying on a rock next to the lake. Indicating that she is in her underwear. I don't want to invade her privacy, but I really want to see her. So I continued walking up the path for another minute till I saw her. She had just come out of the water to take a breath and she was running her hands through her beautiful {your coloured} hair. All I wanted to do is kiss her. If today i got chosen i wanted to tell her. Because it I die in that arena, I will never be able to tell her. 

So today, right now, I'm going to kiss the love of my life, will I still have the chance. 

I got undressed into my underwear and chucked my clothes on the same rock. I then walked over to the lake and jumped in. After she came up from a breath i smiled and hugged her. She hugged back then she realized I was just in my underwear. "Hi Y/n, HAPPY HUNGER GAMES!" I said. She looked absolutely shocked then she blushed and went under water. She's so cute. I swam after her but bumped in her chest when she had stopped swimming. I rose from the water and blushed, and then got out and sat on a rock. Y/n got out as well and she was sitting on the rock next to me. I had come with a basket full of food for us to eat so I put a blanket on the ground and set up the food. That's when I realized that I was still in my underwear. But I didn't care. Y/n didn't seem  to mind which was quite surprising. 

After I unpacked the food I grabbed a sandwich and started eating. I then noticed out of the corner of my eye, y/n was staring at me.

Y/N POV

I was in shock when I saw Clove's beautiful body. She was in her underwear too, which didn't make me feel insecure or nervous for some reason. "Hi Y/n, HAPPY HUNGER GAMES!" She said. I blushed and quickly dove under the water. I love this girl. I'm going to kiss her. I swam away but Clove followed and when I turned and stopped she dumped into my chest. This time she was the one to go under and blush. But then she got out and unpacked our lunch that she had come with. I sat on the rock next to her while she set stuff up then we plopped down on the blanket. I was staring at her beautiful face, but then she turned to look at me and i blushed. This is when i do it. This is when i kiss Clove. 

I moved closer to her so we were touching hands and she turned on her side to look at me. "Hey y/n, i need to tell you somethin-" I had just put my finger to her mouth. Now I was on my side. We were both still in our underwear, but i didn't care. I lent forwarded, grabbed her cheek and kissed her passionately for a couple of seconds before pulling away. "I love you Clove" I said "I have since the day i met you". This is when she leant in and kissed me back, and i didn't stop. I climbed on top of her and bent down and kissed her from on top. She grabbed my back and pushed me down so I was on her chest. She pulled away and said "I love you too. I have since that day you stole my bag."

"I love you." we said in together. And now i was happy. Very happy.




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