The Boy Next Door ( Jeremy McKinnon fanfic )

Chapter 30- no no no no

"Babe is everything okay?" I snapped out of my trance and turned around to face Jeremy.

"Huh yeah." I shook my head and hugged him again. I felt him kiss my head and tighten his grip.

"Your more beautiful now then when I left." he smiled. I smiled back as I broke the hug.

"And your more adorable than the last time I seen you." He pouted.

"What?"

"I don't want to be adorable I want to be hot sexy macho you know manly things."

"Babe your all those things but you'll always be mine and Neil's jer-bear." I laughed and he gave me a still face.

"No just stop." I went to hug him but he pushed me back by my face. I just busted out laughing as did he as I wiggled my arms in front of me trying to reach him but he kept me at arms length. He finally stopped and brought me into his chest and wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we walked to his house.

We walked in his house and all the guys ran to me hugging me.

"Look she's wearing a dress!" Kevin pointed out.

"Yes I wear dresses just not often."

"I like you even if you wear baggy ass sweats and a stained oversized sweater with your hair up and no makeup on."

"Awe your sweet but I don't think you'll ever catch me like that."

"Why not?"

"Because I can get REALLY ugly."

"I don't care I will see you like that one day." I rolled my eyes and hugged them all. I hugged Neil and kissed his cheek and he wouldn't let me go.

"I missed you so much."

"I missed you to." I heard someone clear their throat and I turned around after Neil let go and Jeremy was standing there with his arms crossed and his face hardened but softened after we broke the hug.

"It's a hug jer calm down." he just walked away into the kitchen and I shrugged my shoulders. I thought back to earlier when me and Cassey kissed. it felt so wrong but so right. I'm so conflicted right now do I love Jeremy yes I do but do I love Cassey too I don't know..

I felt like I was going to throw up so I ran to the bathroom that was luckily empty and threw up. the guys rushed to the bathroom hearing me vomit.

"Are you okay little bug?"

I raised one hand and put up my thumb and I felt a hand rub my back as I just let my head face the toilet preparing for more. when I felt like I was done I flushed the toilet and stood up to rinse out my mouth. I was pulled into an embrace and wrapped my arms around jeremy.

"Sorry I get jealous easy."

"It's fine I understand."

"I'm just I don't know I know your mine but I feel like someone is going to come along and your going to realize they are going to be here and take care of you more than I will be able to." he looked at the floor.

"Hey look at me." I picked his face up with my hands on his cheeks and looked into his eyes.

"No one will ever compare to you the only way we would ever break up is if you break up with me."

"I don't think I could ever do that."

"Then there's nothing to worry about." I have him a reassuring smile. he did the same and we walked out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen where everyone else was. I stood by the door way and the all leaned on the counter or sat at the table.