Unreachable Love (Julie and the Phantoms)

Chapter 33 : Losing my breath.

Melissa's POV

I feel pain, a lot of pain. I try to open my eyes, but nothing works. I hear voices, horrifying cries and beepings sounds. I try to move again, but all I feel is disappointment, and the feeling of loneliness. I don't know how long I have been like this, but it has to change, I wanna see them again.

I found out soon enough that the voices belonged to my friends, family and boyfriend. They talked to me about the accident, told stories about our lifes together but mostly they cried a lot. Luke constantly told me about the little ones, about their day and how much they miss me already. I wanna be able to open my eyes, give him a smile and tell him everything is going to be okay, but I can't. I don't know if there is hope for me, I don't know if I will be dragged into a deep black hole and disappear forever, or if there is a light at the end of the tunnel. The only thing I know is, that I wanna wake up, wake up from this bad dream. 

"How is she doing? Is it getting better?" I heard Alex asked softly, while I felt more pain in my whole body. "Nothing has changed yet, let's just hope she will get better and wake up." I heard a woman answer him, probably a nurse or something like that. "I hope so, I don't wanna lose her." Alex cried, as he grabbed my hand again, which I felt. I feel and hear everything, but yet I can't do anything, as if I'm frozen. "Neither of us Al, she is strong and she will wake up." Julie said, trying to stay positive like always, which I appreciate most of the time. "Yeah, hope so..."

Linda's POV

It has been a week since the accident, and we have been in the hospital non stop, as I wanna be with her and Alex. Alex woke up luckily, and he is doing fine, which I'm happy about. Mel on the other hand is still in a coma, but the doctor sees brain activity, so that is a good thing. It can go downwards soon they said, but there is also a chance she will wake up and can heal after. Let's just hope for the last one...

"Love, I got you something." Reggie smiled weak, as he gave me something to eat, and drink. "Thankyou." I smiled weak, as I looked back at my bestfriend, who seemed to sleep peacefully. "She is going to be okay Lin, I know it." He whispered, as he ate his lunch. "I hope so, I don't wanna get my hopes up too bad." I shrugged, as I started to eat a little bit, as I was a bit hungry. I haven't eaten a lot this week, because of what happened, but also nausea. I have been throwing up almost every day, and I'm kinda sure why. I think I'm pregnant again, and yes it is very soon but I won't mind it really.

"Hey guys." Luke smiled weak, as he walked in with the twins. "Hey Luke, feeling okay?" I smiled sweet at him, as I knew how hard this is for him. "I don't know, I just hope she will wake up soon and fill our lifes with smiles and laughter again." He smiled, as he sat down on a chair, next to her bed. "Do they miss her? The twins?" Reggs asked, as he looked at the cute babies. "They do, a lot." He smiled weak, as he let the babies close to Mel, to cheer them up a little. "She has to come back, for us and the kids." I mumbled, as I took Willow from him, as she was my cuddle buddy.

"Wanna go for a walk Luke? To clear our heads?" I asked Luke, as I cuddled with little Willow. "Ofcourse, you stay here to watch Mel?" Luke asked Reggie, as we wanted to take the babies along, as it will be good for them. "I will, and I will call if something happens." He nodded, as he now sat down next to her bed.

"I need to tell you something, and don't tell Reggie yet." I said to Luke, as we were walking around the park, which was close to the hospital. "Ofcourse, what is it?" He smiled, as he pushed the stroller. "I just did a test, and I found out I'm pregnant again." I mumbled, looking a bit worried actually. "Wow, from Reggie right?" He asked, looking a bit suprised. "Ofcourse, but would he like it?" I asked insecure, because Jane is still so young and perhaps Reggie wants to wait longer. "He will, and Jane will be almost one if the baby is here so I don't think that is a problem." He smiled, as he nudged me softly.

"Thanks Luke, and I do really hope he will like it too." I smiled, as I looked around the park, which was full with flowers. "I should pick some, for Mel." I smiled, as I started to pick some lovely flowers, the ones she loved. "She will like that, and also say you're an idiot." He laughed softly, as he helped me with it. "She would, but she knows I'm crazy." I laughed softly, while walking back towards the hospital.

We were about to walk in, until my phone rang. "Hello?" I asked, without even checking the name. "Reggie here, something is wrong!" He cried loud, as I heard nurses screaming in the back for help. "What's going on??" I asked worried, while I was about to cry again. "She stopped breathing Lin, she stopped breathing." He kept mumbling, while he cried loud. "We will be right there!" I cried, as I looked at Luke, who was looking very worried. "What's wrong?" He asked right away, as he gave the kids to Nat, who just arrived and had no idea too what was going on.

"She stopped breathing..."

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Chapter 33 :) More chapters up soon.

Xx Melissa