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chapter 26 | Physical

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6 pm.

"Ruby, damn," Taeyeong bites his lips after checking her out while she came closer to join our group in front of the building. "What? Am I ugly?"

"You're hot, girl. Hajoon's gonna fall—"

"Why have I heard my name?" the guy in question chimes in, wearing the clothes he said he would earlier. He tucks his hands in the pockets of his trousers but barely looks at Ruby, the girl who dressed up just for him. "We like to talk behind your back, you know it," Taeyeong teases him and gives a little tap on his arm. "Anyway, have you seen how hot she is today," he raises his eyebrows like a pervert, but my eyes drift away, looking for someone I want to but should not discern.

"Yeah, but I saw that other girl that sits next to Bora in class, and she is so hot in her short dress," he thirsts over her as my eyes just landed on the one I should have pretended to not have seen. She's not alone as always, accompanied by the drug addict of shit, wearing a black, tight dress, with a leather jacket that makes her look terribly gorgeous. She doesn't even need to wear high heels to be sexy, she's even better in her sneakers that maintain her height.

I lick my lips but glance away, fearing what I could see. The voices of my best friends keep a part of my mind away, but I cannot hold back, no matter what this cause to me and my heart, I look back at y/n.

Haneul, who's by her side, leaves for a moment and joins a group of guys, leaving her with Korain. This piece of shit doesn't even wait a minute, he cups her chin and locks their lips to kiss her. I clench my jaw and have no choice but to focus on something else.

"Are you okay?" a small hand touches me and takes me out of this suffering. I look at Ruby who seems less happy than usual, and I nod to her. "Yeah..."

"Let's get inside, guys, it's opened," Hajoon grabs my arm and leads me to the inside, the music playing loudly. I don't complain but walk along his steps, feeling Ruby remain next to me.

I take a look at her but notice something is not okay. "Are you all right?" I ask her, leaning over her to make sure she hears me. Her features tell me that she is not but that she's trying to deal with it. She shrugs and looks at Hajoon who does not even care about her. "Is it because of him?" I point my finger at the boy in front of us, and she nods but glances away.

This asshole.

I sigh but stop walking once they do, and they both sit at a table together, so I do it as well, and Ruby comes right beside me. I take my jacket off and drop it on my lap, I take my phone out to do something and not be bored, but Taeyeong's voice grasps my attention through the music that reverberates through the vast room. "I'm thirsty already, does someone want a drink?"

I shake my head but raise my head up, looking in front of us, but of course, falling upon y/n and the drug addict who are at some feet away from us. He sits down on a chair, never taking his hands off of her, he doesn't let her sit away from him but takes her between his thighs, and she takes her jacket off as well, revealing way more skin than I expected to see.

"Don't look at her, it's just going to hurt you..." Ruby speaks in a quiet voice near my ear, making me turn my head in her direction. I let out a frustrated chuckle and scratch my forehead. "I know..."

"I feel like you hate this party...but I do as well..." she expresses her discontent but makes me scoff since I share the same feeling. "Why don't you try to talk to her if this hurts so much?" she asks the question I never want to hear since I don't know how to answer to it.

I gulp down the bitterness in my throat and glance up at them. "I don't know...that's not worth it."

"Well, maybe it is, who knows?" she tries to convince me of the opposite of my own thoughts, but I don't believe her. "It's not worth it. I know it. She's with him now...that's too late..."