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when harry woke up, he instantly smiled because he was holding niall, they were together, and nothing could ruin this moment for him. until he realized he had to go home. 


"babe." he shook niall lightly, kissing the back of his neck softly. niall hummed, sitting up and stretching out his body. he looked over his shoulder to the brunette, smiling. "g'morning," harry sang softly, earning a few sleep hazed giggles from niall.


"morning.." niall whispered back, rolling his body over so he could see harry. the intoxicating green eyes of his really kept him on his toes, the blue eyed boy adored them so much. "what time is it?" niall asked softly, sitting up to stretch his body. harry looked to his phone, grabbing it off the end-table and pressing his home screen -- squinting when the screen lit his face up like a christmas tree. 


his phone read 12:16 and his background was blurred from multiple new text messages. "shit." harry cursed, sitting up and tossing the sheets off his body. niall's heart dropped, soft eyes following harry's figure. "i'm sorry, baby, please..." harry looked to niall for some sort of understanding. niall nods sadly, looking to the sheets while tears pooled his cerulean irises.


harry sent a few texts as his heart, too, sunk, feeling empty as he grabbed his clothes, slipping them on quickly. "i love you, you know that, right?" the male asked, looking to the other. niall wiped his eyes, unresponsive.


"i wish this was easy. i feel dirty, haz..." niall whimpered, covering his face as harry slipped his ring on. the both of them wished so much out of this relationship, yet, harry wasn't so sure about what was happening in his life at the moment. 


feelings, lies, confusion; it was all confusing to harry. "i know. i know. you shouldn't feel dirty. i love you more than i'll ever love her." he whispered, walking over and holding niall's face in his hands. "i promise, one day, i'll leave her and i'm just finding the strength to tell her. i'll be all yours and we can be happy. and i love you so much, i'll never love anyone as much as you." 


niall wished he could believe harry, he wished he could feel him beside him everyday. he wants to be the housewife, he wants to replace the wench he married. "d-do you t-t-touch her like you do with me?" 


harry was silent for a few moments. "taylor has needs, so yes, i do. but, she doesn't make me feel the way you make me feel. "i love you." he whispers, kissing his forehead. "and we have sex and it's meaningless. she makes me feel nothing. we make love and we have love." harry explained, tears finding his eyes too. 


the blonde sniffled, shaking his head. "i-i...harry...i don't want to wait forever.." 


"you won't, i promise you, you won't. i'm coming clean and telling her how i feel by the end of the week. i have had enough time, i just need to find the words to say to her." harry whispered, kissing along niall's jaw as the both of them cried. 


"don't leave, harry..."


"baby, you know i have to, i have to go home and i'll see you after work tomorrow. please."


niall sniffles, nodding and staring at his love. "what t-time?"


"the usual, three a.m. okay? i'll visit you at the coffee house later. now i have to go. i love you." harry pulled back, standing up and walking over to the door, while niall stayed silent. 


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"hey, sorry, i fell asleep in my hell hole." harry panted as he walked in, and he looked like shit, so it was quite believable. taylor sighed, walking closer to grab her husband's face, only making harry want to cringe and back away. 


"you really need to ask your boss for less hours. running a company with someone, you'd think they'd do  some of the work too." taylor giggled, before pecking his lips, before straightening her apron and walking back to the kitchen. harry let himself roll his eyes when her back was turned.


"i know, but it's a big project, so big long meetings and hard labor are the only answers to getting it finished fast. i have to go in again tonight. i'll text you when i know when i'm home. but for now, i'm going to take a shower and clean up." harry said, trudging upstairs. 


"take a nap while you're up there, you sound and look exhausted, baby." she called from the kitchen and harry smiled. "i will." he called back.


harry decided to quickly text niall, walking into the bathroom and turning the shower on. he'd have to run out of the house as quickly as he could, he wanted to go home. 


home. this home wasn't his. it was taylor's. home was where niall was. and that was too far for harry's comfort. 


this is my new book!

shorter chapters such as this and i hope you all love it!

dedicated to poisonnialler bc i adore you and am inspired by your writing as well!

yes, harry is married oops pls love me and tell me what you think in the comments and vote and promote and yeah!!

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