Ch. 20 First Time For Everything

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   I woke up with a blanket covering half of my body as I laid on the carpet floor of Grace's basement. I glanced around and noticed a water bottle in my hand and in my other, Finn's hand. I scooted closer to him and nestled my head into the crook of his arm. He was asleep without any sign of consciousness. I rubbed the back of his hand with my thumb and slowly sat up from the uncomfortable floor I was lying on. "Ugh..." I groaned out loud. I realized how loud I was, so I slapped my hand to my face. I looked around the dimly lit room from the old lamp in the corner. I saw Malcom wrapped up neatly in a fluffy blanket. He slept, embracing a small pillow from the couch and a little drool slipping from the corner of his mouth. I audibly "awwed" and realized that Grace and Maggie weren't in the room with us. I tried to fall back asleep, but my eyes couldn't seem to shut and I couldn't get their song out of my head.

   I hummed the chorus and slowly played with Finn's slender fingers. His eyes fluttered and his thumb started twitching. "Goodmorning, Finneus," I whispered. He sat up slowly and rubbed his eye with his free hand. I giggled softly and kissed the palm of his thumb.
    "Hi bubba," His voice croaked. He rested his head against the couch and I laid my head on his lap.
"Hey chummy," He started and played with my hair. "Yes, Froot Loop?" I responded and fiddled with the bracelet on my wrist. He speared his through and whispered, "We should go to your house." I sat up and looked at him.
"Why my house?" I asked. He glanced up at the ceiling as he spoke: "Your mom is hanging out with Lucy, right?" I nodded. "Then... no one's at your house.." His sentence trailed off. I caught on to his mischievousness and nodded. "Race ya," He said and jumped up from the carpet, reaching for his skateboard and quietly skipped up the stairs. I hushed him and quickly followed behind.

What were his intentions? I skated behind him and he looked back at me and laughed a few times on our way to my house in the rising dawn. Would this be his first time? My first time was with Luke.. an experience that I didn't want to remember. What if he won't like my body? I started breathing heavy. I'm not ready to do this. I felt the world turn black and the last thing I remember was my skateboard slipping away from my feet.




A/N:

So obviously I haven't updated in four effing years but here I am! I'm alive! I was busy graduating high school and getting MARRIED wtff??? And I also wrote a fantasy novel that i am working on publishing. I saw this draft and figured that I'd publish it even though it isn't finished. Since I'm done with my novel, I have more time to work on other projects such as this one! Hopefully I'll get more uploaded for you sweeties. BTW I EFFING MET GRACE REPASKY!!! THE GEP! She was so sweet and I love her and I gave her my pink frog stuffy and she still has it in her car. I'm going to another Lunar concert in November so I'll take pics and share them!! Obviously i didn't tell her about this fan fic because that would be utterly embarrassing, but I hope I get to chat with her again the next time I see her in November. Anyways, give me feedback and tell me what you want to see from this fic!! I am a much better writer now (I hope) and I want to write something of actual quality for you guys because you have supported me even tho I sucked. Thanks for that!!

Love you guys!


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