Finn's 17th Pt.2

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your pov

I paced my bedroom floor thinking of what I was going to say. What could I say? It's Finn's birthday but I have to say more than 'happy birthday Finn'. What was I going to do? Where would I put the guitars? Would my dad come around?
I jumped out of my thoughts from my phone buzzing. It was a call from Finn so I immediately picked it up.

"Hello? Finn?"

"hahah you sound almost scared"

"I-I'm not!"

"okay... anyways guess what!!!"

"hm?"

"I got a car for my birthday!"

"Sweet.. can you even drive?"

"No... but still! I can drive us around all the time. When I learn, of course"

"of course"

"So... do you want to come over?"

"Yeah! I-I'd love to. I gotta go happy birthday bye"

I hung up without thinking and my heart was racing. I sped up the stairs.
"Mom, how do you wrap guitars?!"

finn's pov

After Y/n hung up I thought for a second. Why was she so flustered? I started to worry. I texted her:

me
so when are you coming?

No reply for about fifteen minutes. I got an uneasy feeling but I knew everything would be fine. It's my birthday, things would go right... right?

   About an hour after I texted her. What was happening? Was her dad home? Was he making her stay home? Why does he hate me so much? I watched my white wall and the gray shadows of the snow falling projected on it. The light shined from the window onto my skin and a notebook lying on the floor. I scooted over to the end of my bed and stretched to grab it.

   Y/N' Song book
    ~don't touch!~

    I noticed the words inscribed with hand writing that looked like a child may have wrote it. There were stars, smiley faces and hearts drawn all around the title. She must have left it here when we were hanging out. I opened the first page.

Y/full name
song book
2010

Ten years ago my sweet little Y/n wrote this. I brushed the black pen marks with my fingers. I flipped the page and found her first song. She didn't write notes or melodies but she had lyrics, the symbolic part.
Fun in the Sun jump in the sea...
And more lyrics related to Teen Beach Movie...

I skipped the next few pages to her most recent song. She didn't write notes here either.
From time to time I still hear your voice
Why did it happen to me when she was there
The words, the melodies.. i can't get them out of my head

What was this about? I didn't hurt her did I? Was it that a**hole Luke? Did she still like him?
My phone beeped and I grabbed it from my bed.

   froot loops
sorry chee i was doing sumn 🥺

me
it's okay i'm just glad you're okay
so.. are you coming?

   froot loops
soon! i'll ring your doorbell this time 😉

me
yay

   I sat on the floor, resting my back against my bed's hard iron frame. It curved into my back but I didn't move. I dropped my phone from my hand to the rough carpet. Yawning, I took the note book back into my hands. I took a look at a few of her songs.
Never going back- April 2014
Running out of Time- October 2014

    I skimmed through some more. I smiled as I read them. They were cute dramatic songs that a typical nine year old would write, thinking their lives were so hard. To be a kid again would be awesome. Now we have all of these responsibilities like driving and insurance and filming and jobs and college and-
  Sometimes it's too much.

     A few minutes later, it seemed, I heard a faint ring from upstairs and I slipped out of my pj pants and zipped up the new brown pants I got for my birthday. I kinda looked like Jack in my clothes today... fun!
I skipped up the stairs and met Y/n in the entry way.
"Your mom let me in," She explained. She stood next to a large box, carefully holding it up. I looked at it up and down. "I figured.." I faded. She beamed at me with a wide grin, the mere opposite of my expression.
     "What's wrong, chee?" she asked. I smirked. A half smile. "You got me a gift." She nodded giddily and struggled to lift it to my feet. "Kinda heavy... Now open it! Open it!"
I ripped the top of the cardboard open which revealed the contents. A new acoustic guitar! My eyes grew as I stared into the box. My Y/n helped me slide it out and we sat on the couch admiring its every bit of detail.     
     The special curves of the structure. The wood working and the smell of the natural-made staining. The moon carvings in it which made it look even more beautiful. "Thank you so much, Y/n. It's beautiful," I carefully pushed it aside to pull her into a tight grasp. I hoped that the tighter and longer I held her, the less she'd leave me. I never want her to leave me. I kept her close and held her head to my chest. I heard her quiet breathing and I sniffed her hair. She smelt fresh and her embrace was warm. She was perfect.

     "I love you," I whispered. She sat still in my arms and her breathing seemed to stop. She slowly emerged from my cradle and looked me in the eyes. She sat silent for a minute, just watching me. What was she going to say? Was I moving too fast? Does she not love me?

     "I love you too." She leaned in and  pecked my lips, leaving her intoxicating taste to linger on my tongue. She pulled me by my shirt this time, into her chest and she hugged me for what I hoped was hours but was only a few minutes.

       "I can't wait to play my new guitar, Frooty," I looked up at her from her lap, where my head was. She sat back on the couch and I laid long ways. It was perfect because she cupped my cheek in her hand and I could stare at her mesmerizing y/e/c eyes. She's so beautiful.
     "Yeah, so the cool thing is... I have the matching sun guitar. Cause, you know, you have the moon one," She smiled. I nodded and turned to face her stomach. I slyly pulled up her shirt a little and blew on her tummy. She yelped and laughed as I continued to tickle her. She rolled onto the floor, pulling me on top of her.
     "Ahh! Stop! Stop! Hehaheh," She giggled. I stopped and rested my chin on her stomach, admiring her wonderful face. "Have I ever told you how cute you are? You're like seriously adorable." I stated. She rolled her eyes and huffed. I booped her nose which made her giggle again. She rolled which pushed me over and she was now laying on me, tickling my sides. Her laugh was so enchanting. So beautiful and special.

     "Don't get all freaky now," I winked as she lowered her face closer to mine. She squinted her eyes and shook her head. She leaded in and planted a warm, soft kiss on my lips and two more sweet little pecks on my cheeks. She wrapped her arms around my neck and nuzzled her face into my chest.
     "You make me feel safe... and happy," She whispered into my shirt and I rubbed her back. "You are my happiness, Y/n."

You are my happiness,
Y/n.





a/n:
omg sorry guys i'm so dumb for not updating for like two months
ew i'm a rat. sorry. i'll update more cause it's fun <3

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