I oft tend to daydream as I lie awake at night,
I think about my future, far beyond my sight,
and wonder if im happy, if I got it right.
I think about the decisions I've made, and if I made them wrong,
I wonder if I've been blind to my pain all along,
the people who use me or hurt me is the cause for the song,
the melancholy music playing, of missing Sara so long.
I blame those around instead of myself, though I know inside this is my personal hell,
I avoid love like the plague for that's what it is, my fiancee's dead that's how I tell,
To have her back to the devil I'd sell my soul, but now I've met another for whom I fell.
She's got me wrapped around her finger, she's got me captured with her beauty,
The sort so rare you'll only once see, before all that's left's a memory to linger,
If I had the choice there'd be no choice at all, I'd love to put a ring upon her finger.
Alas that's not meant to be, as a fool I am and will always be,
I fell to hard I fell to fast, I fell so quickly that I couldn't see,
That when each day is done,
This is just another person who's using me.
