I've been hurt, I've been abused, but now I'm empty, I've been used, I was happy for a bit until I caught on, she only wanted a tool and now she wants me gone, I don't know how or why I fell for this trap, but after the fake happiness I feel like crap. I feel like she's a dream come true, the one final love with who, I could find happiness and mutual respect, instead I got hurt again, something I've come to expect. She continues to tease me to keep me on a leash, but as soon as my chores are done each day, she wants nothing to do with me and I'm released. From service from love, her need for me's gone, so I take my pain and self hatred again, to pull away from her and that's when, she locks her legs tight round mine, and now im running circles again within my mind.
Why am I such a fool?
