I've watched every day with sorrow in my eyes, every day pass with time whirling bye,
No, I do not mean by, but why the goodbye,
all those moments are gone, there is no rewind.
as I lived in each moment I thought not of tomorrow's, now I have great memories of years that I've borrowed.
The future I beheld should I stay on that path,
I saw that it could only bring me wrath,
Hear me speak as I utter this vow,
I shall never again be who I am now.
I never could see i never could tell,
Living that way made the future a hell,
I opened my eyes as I stared at the wall,
Though I saw nothing but white I also saw it all,
The pain that I feel was brought on by me,
So this poem is promise and a hope that you'll see
Life can be fun when you're a gypsy rover,
But in the blink of an eye it'll all be over,
I once sought out all the good times to be had,
Now I realize the reason im so mad,
Five long years came and went,
Five long years that were poorly spent,
I have nothing to show for all that I've done,
Just memories, of depression and fun.
i would like to die with a wife and a kid,
That I may have love for the one I can share these stories with
