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A A L I Y A H
"Nygel leave me the fuck alone like damn" I said shaking my head
As I was washing these dirty dishes that has been in the sink for days now and Nygel ass don't wanna clean up after himself and shit. Once I told him that he rushed back in the kitchen and pulled my hair grabbing my neck aggressively from behind me.
"I told yo fucking ass to watch yo fucking mouth Aaliyah" He said mugging me
As he was talking to me while my hands were in the dirty water with the dishes then that's when I was tryna find a knife or something that I could use on him so he would get off of me. Once I finally found a knife then I grabbed it and turned around quickly which caused me to cut his cheek like that made him jump back as he let out a loud scream.
I stood there with the knife in my hand watching him hold his cheek while looking at me with nothing but hate in his eyes right now.
"If you come any closer to me again then I will fucking cut the hell outta yo ass again" I said looking at him
He looked at me with a smirk on his face and nodded his head.
"Bet like I gotcha shordy" He said looking at me
That's when he walked out of the kitchen and I stood there listening ton where he was going to in the house then I heard the bedroom door slam which made me shake my head.
As I started back washing the dishes then I began thinking about why my life has came down to this like I would never understand God and his ways. You see me out here going through hell while getting broken down by men that you knew I once was truly in love with like why keep putting me through the same shit but with different guys tho.
The only person that would help with this type of pain would be my mom, to be honest.
No one will understand how much I miss that woman to death and would do anything to see her again. After she died, it's like I don't have that backbone that I once had when I was younger. You might think that I look happy and have the best life but deep down, I am a lost little black girl that need help finding her way.
Just know that I lost myself tryna please everyone around me... _____________
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