Lately I feel like everyone has been really getting on my last damn nerves. Nothing in the last few weeks have been going my way.i feel myself slowly slipping into my old ways and I'm about to go off. I was hosting a party for Chris. Everything was top scale even on security & who was coming. We were celebrating his new album & him staying out of jail. Chris is my big brother & I'll always support him.
I was behind the DJ both with Chris helping him get the party started. I feel my phone going off. & my phone is blowing up because of my girl. She been trying to call me over 20 times. Which reminds me why she's not in here yet. She said she had to meet me because she had to work.
Security is not letting me thrw come get me im at the back door.- Y/I
See this is the shit that be getting on my nerves.
I marched down where she was. I let her know I was coming. I walked to get out the door & I see this security guard all up in my baby face.
"What the fuck is you doing" I yelled at the guy & he turned around & I pushed him out of her face.
"The fuck"
"I should kill you, don't you ever again get up in my woman's face . I will end you. You will never guard a fuckin thing ever again in your life. " I said yelling at him. He backed down & I grabbed her hand. She got in front of me & I just eyed the guard up and down.
I pulled her back to me before we walked all the way in.
"Look at me he touch you? What did he do? "? I asked then I grabbed her face & examined it.
"Justin im fine, lets just walk away. it's over come one"
"Bieber you a bitch"
I snapped & I knocked his punk ass out. I stood over him
"Who the bitch now. BITCH punk ass " I said then kicking him in the face. I walked back in and in hand with Y/n.
I really didn't enjoy to much of the party because I was really mad. I snapped back to my old ways real quick. I know he put his hands on my girl. His punk ass breathed on her.thats why he deserved to be knocked out. I told Y/n wherever I go she had to be beside me because I was in no mood for someone to come at her again. We stayed for 2 more hours and then I wanted to leave & Y/n was ready so we we left. She met me at my place. My hand was still a bit swollen so she made me ice my hand.
"Thank you baby. That guard deserved it. But I just feel bad for bringing you into trouble. Part of me feels like I should have just left"
"No shouldn't have. You did right you called me. I know if you didn't & I saw what I say you would have never told me anyway"
"You right......but it's only because I know what you been going through lately. I feel you slipping into our old habits if tonight you haven't already."
I sighed because she was right I was sinking slowly back to my old me.
"Shit been crazy."
"I know, I know things haven't been going your way lately, but I want you to know that everything is going to be ok. Have faith that things will work themselves out. you know" she said then she ran her fingers through my hair.
I just deeply breathed in & out.
"Whatever you need you know I got you"
"Ok" I said and then I kissed her. I was ready to go to sleep. So we headed to bed. to get some rest. The next morning I was infront of every front page. A fan recorded the whole thing & actually got the story right so people not made. People said I mayerweathered his ass. I know I did so I'm glad it's not like a nightmare to handle. That I was grateful for.
