It Happened Next Winter

Words and faded fears

I've never looked at a dude
And thought to myself,
I could marry this one,
Without feeling immense anxiety
A short while afterwards.

Maybe I just wasn't ready
Or maybe I hadn't met the right one

I never thought I could do it
Be real good at it
Eternally commit to it
Oh god..... The commiting part
Phew

I never could

Until now

Until him