Mean Plan with their Angel

Hard Past-... but is it already PAST??

Claire POV:-

I look out of the window trying to control not to shed any tears because of those people who never cared about me.. but one single drop betrayed me.. WHY??.. why it hurts so much even after so many years??..

Mean:- P'CLAIRE??... You okay??..

Claire:-..mm... Ye...ah... I am okay...

Mean:- P'Plan....stop the car ... And message Perth we will be little late... Please..

Plan:- Sure...

Claire:- Mea..n... I..

They both didn't allow me to even say something as Plan stopped the car near a park and Mean come at the back and make me to look at him..

Mean:- I... I am SORRY.... We didn't want... To hurt... You...

Claire:- You.. Didn't... It's... Just...

Plan:- Can't you let it out ....  Phii
Please....

This is the very first time, when anyone has asked me to talk about those people who bring me into this world but never acknowledged me.. Plan and Perth knows already that I am not related to Mean in anyway... They did get angry with us from hiding this.. but they understood my reasoning too.... So I myself told them that I was stranger to Mean just like Them...
I look at both of them one by one.. Plan is still sitting on the driver's seat but looking through the mirror all the time and Mean is giving me motivation by rubbing his fingers smoothly on back of my hand.. I nod...
and by inhaling lungful of air , I start to talk about them...

Claire:-... MARGARET's.... family... A... well known Family among the locals.... An Idol... Example of the BEST BIG JOINT FAMILY for many locals and even... visitors from the states....  My grandparents were 2 brothers, my own grandfather was the youngest and so was my father among his all cousins, all were boys .. as well...... This..Was like a... Tradition from the beginning .... In MARGARETS' Family.... Nobody has...ever had A daughter....Not even one single generation had a single girl born...  But... With my birth... The... Day... I was born.... Was not the Happy day in.. my family...They believed... I am.... going to be the reason for their families' destruction.... And.. maybe it was true as well.... Because.... After my birth... Nothing remained the same... The BIG FAMILY.... The Idol Family began to collapse.... My elder Grandfather fought with my grandfather.... and.. my father...

Claire:- ... mm.... One month after my birth,.... my elder grandparents died in a car accident,. Along with one of their grandson,.. I was so small to understand this... and it wasn't affecting me at that time... but my Grandma told me when I was 6.... The day elders died,.... That was the beginning of the fall of Manshion..  From that day,... I became stranger to my own family.... 55,.. in reality... I never was acknowledged by anyone except my own grandma,... She ... She was the only person... Who took care of me....since day 1... Because my mother... She... She didn't even looked at me after doctors announced my gender... and... With.. time... I even forget... Who my parents were ,... people living in that big house..... Were only... Crowd for me... I.. I don't even know what family really is.... Until... I met you...

Since I have started to let out those memories, I can feel two pairs of eyes looking at me with worry all over their faces... And the hold of Mean getting stronger too... But I am keeping my head low,.. because I can't see into their eyes... Scared.. scared to see any... Hatered for me... After hearing about how.. I become the reason for my family's destruction..

Claire:-...  Mean??... Do you know... Why I called your Mae and Por as Mom....and Dad... ??..

Mean:- ....Wh..y?...