Mean Plan with their Angel

PERTHSAINT: What will happen??

Plan POV:-

Yesterday after meeting SARAI again has forced me to think once more about HOW COULD SHE BE SO MUCH SIMILAR TO P'CLAIRE??.. The whole time she was sitting on my lap and holding me,.. it wasn't at all anyway strange or uncomfortable for ME ,.. RATHER it was just PERFECT.. I am not saying it was the SAME EXPERIENCE that I had while at my first meeting with P'CLAIRE,.. NO,.. it wasn't like that at all.. I actually don't experience any abnormal behaviour with HER,.. EVERYTHING was just normal,.. but YES,... the only thing that's affecting me TRULY is HER FACE that resembles HER'S,..MAYBE,.. this is the only REASON why I am getting attached to HER.. BUT IS THIS RIGHT TO DO??.. SHOULD I JUST MEET HER AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE OF HER FACE RESEMBLANCE WITH CLAIRE??,.. AM I BECOMING SELFISH ONCE AGAIN??..

Whether I ask myself 100 questions OR either convince myself for day and night,.. but when it's time,.. I just do what my heart says to me,...and this time I did the same as well,... I called P'Prim early morning to ask about SARAI'S Dada's health,.. or more precisely should I say to know about SARAI.. I Obviously knew this will make Phi to doubt on me,... But even if she had any DOUBT,.. she choose to play silent,.. and from her friend I get to know about Dr. Nanon's health.
Dr. Nanon has been discharged from the hospital and everyone has left to home,.. I sigh in relief knowing this information,... But what do I get from it??... NOTHING,.. Right??.. I feel so too,.. but still I did it anyway...

I don't want to look for SARAI myself,....The reason is SIMPLE,... She is not CLAIRE,..This is what I am telling myself from days,.. And I can't use HER FACE to make me feel the warmth inside my heart,... Which is actually not right to do at all,.. it will be like taking advantage of the little girl,.. or playing with her little Heart,.. Moreover,.. My presence will definitely disturb the little Claire's normal life and her family's too,....  I am trying really,...not to go and look for her..This time,... maybe.. I want GOD to play the role,.. we have met twice in just a week,.. maybe... Maybe I will meet HER soon again,... if She has to meet me again, I hope this time we will meet in good circumstances atleast,.. so I could know more about HER,... Just.. just to befriend her,.. Yes... Only for this reason.. and ONLY if GOD wants us to meet..

I still didn't tell anyone about SARAI or the little Claire,... Not even the Old Monk,.. He has been very ill in the past week,.. so.. I don't want him to think about this now,.. maybe when he will be in a little better condition,.. then I will talk with him about SARAI,.. he may have some logical explanation to this... And to Perth,.. actually I am intentionally hiding this from him.. I am being affected this much by HER existence that Sometimes I am not able to focus on work,.. the same Perth will experience too,.. and this will increase his work SURELY,.. which is not good for him and his DREAM project,.. I am seeing him working hard day and night,... He is putting his all efforts and really doing a great job... It's not right time to talk about her, Yet..

I too need to finish my current projects sooner now .. as I promised Perth to be his support and also be the part of his show,... So,.. conclusively..many things are in my mind and it's a lot of work nowadays.. I hope I could finish all my work before the 7 phase Competition starts,.. as I have to practice for the show from then too...

Perth POV:-

Today, I am going to meet P'Chimmon,.. I specifically free my whole day for this meeting because I have thousand of words to say and listen from Phi.. He has early morning flight,.. so at sharp 6:00 am, I am here at the international airport waiting to welcome him.. Nervous??.. well TRULY,..  It's been almost 4 years,.  I last met him at Phi's funeral only,.. afterwards there were just few calls or messages from each other,.. and by the time I was ready to go out and meet others,... He and P'MEAN just disappeared from our lives.. I was devastated back then,.. and angry too,.. but not now,.. I just want to see them back in my life,.. it was very lonely without them..