Mean Plan with their Angel

We are Together

Mean POV:-

The moment I enter my room after sitting ALONE for 15 minutes in the living room,.. I see P'Plan already on his side of bed.. I don't know exactly what to FEEL...
Is he feeling bad that I have someone whom I love??.. or is he feeling bad because I didn't tell him before??.. Should I
Still standing in the middle of room,.. I try to make an attempt to have a talk with him.. But as he doesn't respond,.. I unwillingly said Night to him..

Mean:-... I... I don't know.... What I did wrong... But... I am SORRY....if I hurt you anyway.. Phii... Ahmm... Good night...

Laying on the same bed feels a lot different today.. it's like there is a huge gap between us despite having just an arm distance from each other.. I have my back to him and he has his back to me.. but still I can hear his little cries here and there in this peaceful night.. Keeping my eyes still close, I make a move to turn and face him.. Taking the advantage of little moonlight, I can see he is still having his back towards me..
For almost an hour or two maybe I waited for him to turn back.. Indeed I have closed my eyes for hours but I am.not sleeping even a bit... Then I feel a little movement beside me, he has moved a little .. Maybe it's been almost an hour now,.. I have been looking at him time to time,... Despite not much lightning in the room, I still can see the tears coming out of his eyes from time to time.. After a lot of wait, getting hurt a lot in silence for hours,..When new tears has welled up in his eyes again and he turns back but to my side, I don't close my eyes.. He looks shocked to see me looking at him,.. and I finally speaks..

Mean:-... Do I hurt you this much.. Phi??...

My voice isn't sounding much confident to myself as well.... But it has affected him a lot..

Plan:-....n..o....

Mean:-.... Don't Lie.... I am observing you from last one hour,... You are just looking at roof and crying silently while thinking about something... I am Sorry if ... I hurt you... But...

He didn't let me complete my sentence and just like that I am engulfed in a hug for the second time in a single day.. This is not so like P'PLAN... Don't know why but this time his cries are scaring me...

Mean:- Phii... Hey ... Plan... Don't scare me Please.... Talk with me.... Don't cry... Buddy?..

Plan:- ju...st.... Just... Hold... Me ... Mean... pl..ease... Please..... I need.... You...

Mean:-... Shh... It's... Okay... I am right here... With you... I am here...

Saying this I have tighten my arms around him..And he cry out all his problems in my embrace..

" I PROMISE, I WILL BE THERE HOLDING YOU JUST LIKE THIS FOREVER , PLAN "

It's been 15 minutes or so,.. I can still feel few of his tears soaking my chest time to time but now Plan seems to be more calm and relaxed.. I am still rubbing his back with one hand while other is stroking his hairs.. I can't see his face but still I know he is much better than before..

Mean:-.. Do you want water??...

Plan:-... No... Just stay like this.... for few more minutes.. PLEASE...

Mean:-.... Hmm... It's okay... Take your time...

He speaks again after a long WAIT...

Plan:-... Mean??...

Mean:- hmm...?...

Plan:-... I... I am not angry at you.... It's... It's just... I...

Mean:- PHI??... Can you look at me please?...