the missing twin [winx saga]

part 11...

The day started with a shock. Before I could think of anything the memories of my dream came rushing back and I realised it was a play back of the day before. The dust rising up, the thundering noise of people falling down and hitting the ground, the memory coming into view and my mother screaming at me with disappointed eyes and the pain of me hitting the ground and the pain of the magic running through my veins. And then I could remember walking to the greenhouse with Silva and Harvey holding onto my arms while pulling me at the same time and putting me down on the chair to question me. And the worried and angry looks of them staring at me like they were looking into my soul.

Before I could do anything I felt the nausea coming up, so I ran to the bathroom and as I got there it all came up without a warning. After it stopped I sat on the floor for a while, just trying to control my breathing and trying to keep the rest of the food that's left in my stomach, which there wasn't much of but I still tried to stay in control of what was there. I stayed there for a little while longer until I could hear someone knocking on the suite room door. I quickly got up and put a gown over my pyjamas. I walked up to the door and I tried to make it look like I was doing good and okay. When I opened the door I saw Dowling outside the door. She asked if she could come in and I said she could but I had to be in class soon so she couldn't stay to long. We both sat down on the couch and she put hr hand down on top of my hand.

"How are you feeling?" She said looking at me with a mix of worry and anger in her eyes.

"I'm doing good, thanks for asking." I said quite confused.

Her eyes started glowing as she said, "So no nausea, no vomiting, no memories coming back and no panic attacks."

I started getting a weird feeling inside of my head, "What are you doing headmaster?" I said but it felt like my head was screaming at me. "STOP... please... STOP!!"

"Listen to me, I need you to stop and breathe for a minute, I need you to calm down, okay?" She said in a quiet voice as she was rubbing my arm with her hand. "I need you to let me see inside your mind so I can figure out how to let you stay in control of your magic and so I can find out what your triggers are."

I started breathing deeply and I could feel myself start to hyperventilate because while she was looking through my memories, I could see them all flying past my eyes. She kept rubbing my arm until it all stopped, the memories, the rubbing, everything. The only thing I could hear was my breathing calming down very slowly.

"Are you okay?" Dowling asked me in a hushed tone.

I opened my eyes slightly and I quickly answered her question mathching her tone, "I think so."

She pulled me up and that's when I realised I was on the floor and not on the couch anymore. She told me that I wasn't going to be going to lessons today.

"I need you to listen to me carefully okay Luna, don't be mad at anyone, just keep your breathing under control. Okay?" She said in her same tone as before and she started to rub my back.

"I promise, I will be normal, I guess." I said laughing a little bit.

"Luna, sweetheart, I know you are wondering how you have powers and I have the answer for you. Luna, you are adopted, the queen is your adopted mother." She said gripping my shoulder and sending me a look with mixed emotions.

I didn't know how to react and the tears started spilling out of my eyes and before I could do anything, the words just came out of my mouth, "HOW DARE YOU KEEP THIS SECRET FROM ME! HOW DARE YOU LIE TO ME!"

"I need you to stay calm for me okay Luna, I don't need you losing control again. Just take some deep breathes, in and out, in and out and one more time, in and out." She said trying to calm me down and breathing with me. I started to take some deep breathes and her grip on my shoulder loosened as I started to breathe more and more. She got up and gave me a quick hug before saying that she had to go. I let her go and I quickly realised that no one was in the suite. I jumped up of the couch tears still streaming from my eyes, to go get changed and ready for the day.
OUTFIT:

I quickly left the suite to go get breakfast and my hair was up in a messy bun. As I was walking down to the lunch hall everyone was giving me weird, disappointed looks. I could hear people around me calling me the disappointment of my family and I quickly got in and then I quickly got out with my breakfast. I ran off to the specialist grounds and before I knew it I was sitting on the grass watching my brothers and my best friends sparing. Zander saw me out the corner of his eye and he could see something wasn't right with me but I quickly got up and left the grounds and I started running back up to my suite so he wouldn't talk to me. Once I got up there I ran to my room and started balling my eyes out for the rest of the day.

Until I pulled myself together and went down to Sams dorm. As I got there I told him what happened and he grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug and I couldn't hold my tears back anymore, but he just held me until I fell asleep in his arms and he soon fell asleep as well.

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