Idols Love At First Sight

One of those days pt 1

⚠️might be triggering, talks about ED⚠️

Y/n POV
I arrived at JYP and I decided to surprise my members, when I got to our practice room, they were stretching and Hoshi saw me and screamed "OMG Y/N SHE/HE IS BACK!" Then ran out of the room with the others following her and literally full on tackle me to the ground.
"I missed y'all too" I said while laughing, "ok guys I love you but please get off, I can't breathe!" I said struggling for air, they then got off of me and hugged me.
I changed and then did some choreograph then worked on our new comeback, as I was writing some lyrics, the studio opened and I saw Stray Kids looking at me with a smile then just like my members, and tackled me even tho I'm in a chair, I was squished.
"Dam did everyone miss me" I asked as they got off of me, "of course, it was too quiet when you were gone!" IN said, "I take that as a complement" I said.

Few hours later
bangchan, changbin and Han were helping me with our comeback and I looked at the clock and it was 1:24PM so that means Niki and the members are either on their way or just got out of practice for break.
I'm really sleepy so I put my head on Han's shoulder, "your tired y/n?" He questioned me, I nodded, he pulled me closer so I could cuddle his arm and hold it in my arms.
And then next thing I knew.... I'm asleep

Han POV
I could tell something is up with y/n, she/he is paler than a ghost, skinny as a skeleton and just physically doesn't look good.
I'm kinda concerned and she also fell asleep on my shoulder and she looked so adorable and peaceful while sleeping.
"Hey guys y/n is asleep" I whispered hoping nothing to wake her/him up, they looked at her and started to smile.
"Hey guys, am I the only one that notice that y/n seems different?" I asked quietly, "what you mean?" Bangchan asked concerned "well first of if she/he is paler than a ghost, skinny that you can literally feel her/his ribs when you hug her/him, the bags under her/his eyes and just physically".
"Now that your talking about it yea she/he doesn't look mentally or physically good" changbin said quietly, we all agreed something is wrong with y/n.
As y/n was still asleep on my shoulder, we heard the door open and we saw Enhypen, changbin was putting a finger on his lips signing to be quiet then pointed at y/n.
They got the hint and Sunoo put the food on the table and sat down but Niki kept glaring at me and I knew that he was jelly!!!

Niki POV
We finally had a break so I rushed to the van and grabbed some food for my baby and
her/his members.
As we got there, we went to her/his practice room and walked in, "YAA guys don't just walk in, what if I was changing?" Bao asked us "why would you be changing in here anyways?" Sunoo replied in a sassy tone.
"Y'all know what she meant ash, you shouldn't be walking into places without knocking!" Hana told us and before Sunoo said anything else, "anyways here is you food and where's Y/n?" Heesung said "oh she/he is in the studio working on our new comeback with Bangchan,changbin and Han" Jin said while drinking water.
I instantly got jealous, why is she/he working with them, but maybe she/he need their help with something?
My mind was filled with those kinds of things then Jake said "why don't we go in there?" "I'll go in" I said "ohh no your not" Sunghoon said while grabbing Niki's wrist.
We all walked in and I saw something I didn't wanna see..... y/n sleeping on Han's shoulder and I was filled with jealousy even tho I knew she/he most likely need help but jealousy took over that feel and I was glaring at Han the whole time as we sat down.

Y/n POV
I woke up then heard "morning sleeping beauty" Changbin said, I groaned and snuggle my head into Han's arm.
"Your cute, your boyfriend stopped by to give you food" Bangchan said and I immediately looked up after hearing the word boyfriend, I don't know what made me so clingy but I really wanna see him.
I whined while closing my eyes and then put my head in Han's arm, "are you on shark week?" Changbin asked and I gave him a death glare.
"Guess not" he said while continuing on with the songs, I looked at the time and it was 5pm so I quickly got up and gave them hugs from behind while they were in chairs and then walked out, hugged my members, grabbed my bag then went to Enhypen's practice room.
And your probably wondering about the food Niki got me, well let just say it's in someone else stomach *cough* Han and Changbin *cough*.
When I got there, I knocked on the door lightly because I'm still sleepy, and Sunghoon opened it and said "oh hey y/n, you look exhausted" he said while hugging me.
I then saw everyone else looking at me and Niki was sitting on the ground looking at me concerned.
They started to practice their vocals but before that Niki gave me a kiss and I fell asleep laying on Niki's bag and covered in his hoodie.I just felt super depressed that day, probably because I didn't take my antidepressants.