Idols Love At First Sight

Separation anxiety

(Don't play the song yet!)

Y/n POV
Few days later, I've been getting clinger by the second, and all I wanted to do was to atleast be near to someone where we are touching.
My anxiety has been getting bad too and my mind keeps overthinking things like I'm being to cold, not showing my love enough but overall, I'm mentally exhausted.

I was writing lyrics with Han,Changbin and Chan and I was holding onto Han's arm the whole time.
"Y/n are you ok? Your never this clingy for physical affection?" Changbin asked
"My anxiety has been bad and it is making me overwhelmed that I'm not showing my love enough so I'm just showing people I love them by having physical touch" I replied.

"But that was just how you are, you don't have to show us or anyone else that you love us just by physical touch, we already know that you do love us!" Bangchan said
"Maybe your right but I'm actually kinda loving it!" I said and they chuckled a little.

Me and my group were doing song association where they give us a word and we have to sing a song that has that word in it.
The next word was kiss and no one didn't knew any songs that had the word kiss in it but something instantly popped into my mind.

"Every kiss begins with K" I randomly sang out loud and my members and the crew were laughing.
My members were scolding me saying it is not a song but hey I tried, we didn't get that round but I call it a win.

I haven't seen Niki the whole day and my anxiety is making me think that he wants to get away from me but I'm trying to not listen to those thoughts.

I brought food for them like always and walked in on them doing a vlive, Heesung faked coughed and that made Niki look up from the iPad and than when he saw me, he stood up and hugged me.
I don't wanna let go of him, "baby can you let go?" He asked, I hugged him for a few more seconds than I let him go.
"Well guys y/n is here and she got FOOD!" Jake said, "Hello engenes!" I said while waving at the camera and walked back out to sit on the couch (hey that rhymed).

The members kept on teasing Niki because he kept in looking at me while I was on my phone, "hey y/n!" Jay said, I hummed while looking up at him.
"Your boyfriend keeps looking at you!" Jay said while pointing at a flustered Niki, " I know he does that a lot" I confess but that made them tease him more.

After Niki's torture, they ended the vlive and came sat on the couch to eat, the members decided to tease Niki some more so Jake and Sunghoon went to each of my side so Niki can't sit by me.
I wasn't aware of this because I was chilling on my phone but I heard a familiar whine and then saw Jake and Sunghoon next to me.

Niki was the one that whined and was looking at the 2 boys with a pout, "one of you, get up!" Niki said while stomping around.
The members started to laugh so I also started to laugh at Niki's cuteness.
"No we wanna sit by y/n!" Jake said, "then sit on the floor!" Niki suggested while trying to push Jake off of the couch.

I secretly pushed Jake off and Niki rushed to sit next to me, "YAH" Jake said while standing up and rubbing his butt.
"Don't try to do that again hyung!" Niki said while grabbing his food and glaring at him.

Me on the other hand was laughing my butt off, "oh you think that's funny?" Niki asked and before I could answer, Niki started to tickle me.
"N-Niki s-s-stop!" I said, surprisingly words did come out, I'm really sensitive to tickling so he was basically killing me.

"Why should I?" Niki asked the started to tickle me faster, "I-I c-c-c-cant br-breathe!" I managed to say.
"Let me think about it!" Niki said while starting to slow down, Finally it was over but that is what I thought.

"NOPE!" Niki said while tickling me 10x faster, I literally couldn't breathe and was laughing so much I'm pretty sure tears were starting to form.
After some crucial minutes, he stopped and I had no air in my lungs!"Niki I think you killed her?" Jungwon said, he was still smiling like a idiot when he was torturing me.

(Play the song now)

My break was over sadly and had to return to practice, I didn't wanna go!
Han and Bangchan are here to pick me up and they appeared in their doorway, they said hi as I was packing up.

I'm hugging Niki and not letting go, I started to have a stomachache just thinking about leaving him.
My thoughts are saying "what if something happens to him?" "What if I get attacked?" "What if he finds someone else?" And more.

My head was in Niki's chest, inhaling his mint,a skin-like warm sensuality in amber with a wood scent that calms me down while Niki was telling me to let go well trying to.
I was so focused in my thoughts that I couldn't hear them trying to let go of Niki but then I snapped out of my thoughts when Niki told them "I'm gonna take her somewhere real quick!".

He took me into a room where he sat me down on a couch then locked the door and came back to,kneeling down to look at me but I was playing with my fingers.
He grabbed my hands while continuing to look at me, wanting me to meet his eyes but I just can't.

"Can you look at me baby?" He asked, I lifted my head up for his eyes to meet mine.
He sighed when he saw my red eyes and wiped my leftover tears, he made me safe and I don't wanna go away from him!

"Baby why are you crying?" He asked, I took a shakey breathe in and looked down, not saying anything.
He sighed and went up to grab something, he put a hoodie in my lap and I looked at him with a confused face.

"I can tell that something is wrong and it's ok you don't have to tell me if you don't want to but this is my hoodie and I want you to wear it!" He said.
My eyes brighten up, he chuckled at my reaction and I immediately put the hoodie on and was smiling.

He kissed me on my lips and put his arm around my waist while walking out to meet the members, Han and Bangchan.
They saw us walk out of the room and Han quickly took my arm saying we are late, I waved bye at them then got into Chan's car.