The secret between us (Levi X Reader)

Chapter 7

(This Is what your titan looks like)

I Get myself prepared mentally for this mission.  I try my best to ignore what might happen to today and what my actions will cause. I know I'm supposed to go deep inside the forest right away to transform with Annie.

I ride my horse deep inside the woods so no one in the formation sees me. I get deeper and deeper, every tree goes by I feel a sharp pain in my heart.  The sun hits my face through leaves of the trees.   I feel like I have been riding for hours on the horse, even thought its been like 5 minutes. 

I get closer and closer to my Location, my breathes quicken at the pace.  I get closer and see annie leaning against a tree.

I get off my horse and run towards her, "Hey Annie I'm here!" I start shouting and waving my hands to get her attention.

"Y/n please shut up." I hear her mumble and she straitens her body off the tree.

"Whatever Annie, So how are we doing this?" I ask her in a nervous tone.

She rolled her eyes and spoke once again, "I want you to kill the people on the outer wings.   We then are going to go into the woods to get Eren.  Also we might have to kill the Levi squad since Eren is with them." She said this if it was a easy mission.

I took a breath in, "Annie we are not killing the Levi squad, I mean Levi is in-"

Annie cut me off, "Y/n shut up about Levi.  You need to do this for yourself and Zeke.  Remember what he told you about this mission."
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>Flash Back<
I was getting my bags ready and prepared for this mission, I also was getting ready to meet up with marcel, Annie, Bertholdt, and Reiner. I was ready to prove myself and loyalty to Marley. It's only been a month with this new titan ability. SO I can't screw this up.

I walk down the stairs in my house to see Zeke waiting for me.

"Why do you want to go so badly, Y/n? You can go another time in war." Zeke spoke very loud.

I stood there not knowing what to respond. Zeke knew how badly I wanted to go when I got my new titan ability. I knew how badly I wanted to go.

"Zeke I don't want to fight before I go. It wont be that long Zeke." I looked into his worried eyes filled with fear.

"Please y/n, your my only sister, My only family member left." This made me feel like I was the person in the wrong here.

"Zeke please! I want to prove myself to you and Marley!" I shouted at him in a sharp tone.

Zeke looked defatted. He sat on the chair that sat in front of the front door of out house. I was holding back tears since it has only been me and Zeke fo years. Only me and Zeke.

I stepped down a couple of more steps to get closer to Zeke, "Please Zeke I will return. I will be with you until are time Is up."

Zeke lifted his head and gave a small smile. I did the same and walked towards him. He stood up and gave me a big hug.

"Y/n, I need you to let go of your humanity and kill anyone or anything that gets in your way." I froze at his comment

"Zeke what do you mean?" I removed myself from our hug. He looked at me with wide eyes.

"You know, if you get caught they will lock you up and torture you. Also Reiner, Annie and Bertholdt can't save you from it. They have there own mission." I felt tears coming out of my eyes at the words he was spitting out of his mouth.

I hugged him once last time, "Zeke I will return! I wont leave you I promise!"
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<Flash back ended>

Now looking back, I see I have to stick through with my promise to Zeke. We only had each other and that's all that matters.

"Y/n we are transforming in like 2 minutes prepare yourself." I looked up at her to see her staring into the sky.

"Annie I know you miss your dad." She looked at me with a pissed expression

"Dont talk to me about my dad its known of your business." She turned her towards the ground.

"I'm sorry your right its none of my business, but before we transform can I get a hug?" I looked at her with puppy eyes.

"What? Whatever, but promise me you will try your hardest on this mission" I shook my head rapidly

She came closer to me and gave me a big hug. It felt nice and I felt safe in her arms. I wanted this moment to last forever.

Finally she came out of the hug and looked into my eyes, "We need to do this now."

She took a few steps away from me and was about to bite her hand, "Y/n you transform first." I looked at her in shock, but decided not to respond.

I took a bite out of my hand to feel myself fill with electricity through my veins. I felt alive and free. I felt very tall and powerful.
I could see annie looked proud at what she was seeing. She took a bite of her hand and transformed right infront of me.

"Promise me you will come back y/n" Zeke's words kept flowing through my mind. I had to fight for him

Annie took the lead and I followed her out of the woods. I had to kill anyone who was getting in our ways.

We finally got out of the woods.

"2 ABNORMALS!! SHOOT THE SIGNAL" One of the men were shouting. Annie gave me a look and I ran over to the two men and sliced them apart with my hands.

My mind just popped when I saw the three men lying In front of me dad with their blood on my hands. I saw four more men come over with there blades ready.

One of them came a cut the back of my ankle. It hurts like a bitch. I make a slight noise. Another man came to me and I squashed him like a bug. I got the man who cut my ankle and stomped on him. The other one was sitting there in fear.

Annie walked over to the man and kneeled to see his face.

It was Armin.

Annie left him alone and started running so I ran after her. She ran in the woods one way And I ran straight though the middle. She got caught by Reiner but I wasn't sure on what he was doing.

I ran through killing scouts while running. I stopped and froze when I saw Levi coming right at my with his blades in the air.

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